you said you loved me
you said you cared
you said you'd be there for me
but you're never there
i stayed with you regardless
because i truly loved you
the way you tore through me was reckless
but i couldn't stop loving you
and still i decided to stay
though my friends called me dumb
but little did they know you took the pain away
you made me feel numb
and i clung to that feeling
cause that feeling i craved
and your way of dealing
weirdly left me unfazed
you thought you were above
in all senses
i knew you were above her
because you were senseless.
but maybe it was me that was senseless
cause i knew you were cheating
in more than two senses
but i am the one who took all the blame
and you were the one
who strapped my heart to a hand grenade.
-maya young
