𝙻𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞

Sorry

Hyunjin sat on his bed quietly. He scrolled through the messages between him and Min. How could he have been so blind? All the answers were right in front of his face. Min wasn't some random boy who was in love with Hyunjin. Min was Seungmin. "It all makes sense now" Hyunjin whispered quietly.

He watched silently as the tears fell onto his phone screen and then he laughed. He laughed while tears streamed down his face. If anyone else would've saw him, they would've thought the boy was out of his mind, but instead he was just overwhelmed and extremely happy. He didn't know whether to laugh or cry so he did both.

His door opened harshly and slammed against the wall with a loud thud. Hyunjin nearly jumped out of his skin, he was startled so bad. "Can you shut the fuck up? I told you I was writing and needed silence" Changbin spat while walking into the room. Hyunjin looked up at him, he should be scared, but he couldn't wipe the smile off his face and he couldn't stop the tears falling from his eyes.

Seungmin had been telling him he cared all this time, Seungmin was still in love with him, Seungmin kissed him, he kissed Seungmin. Changbin couldn't ruin this for him. Never. "Why the fuck are you crying and smiling at the same time?" Changbin asked while grabbing Hyunjin's chin and inspecting his face. His grip was tight, enough to hurt but how could Hyunjin care?

"I'm happy" Hyunjin mumbled. While still looking up at a Changbin. Seungmin was right Changbin never deserved him, He didn't even love or care for Hyunjin. Changbin's eyes got darker as he stared at Hyunjin "happy over what" he said while pushing the younger's face away from him.

Hyunjin did something he'd never do in a million years, but he shrugged, instead of giving Changbin an verbal answer. He knew Changbin hated when he didn't answer him properly. Changbin looked surprised for a second. "Use your words Hyunjin. You know better" Changbin said. Hyunjin only stared up and Changbin. The words wouldn't come out of his mouth.

Changbin didn't know why he did it. Hyunjin was a nice boy. He was never mean or nasty. He respected Changbin constantly and the older had no clue why he swung at him, but he did. The poor boy didn't deserve to be hit, but he gets so mad, so easily. In reality Hyunjin was just an easy target for Changbin, the younger always forgave him no matter how far he went. No matter how much he hurt him.

Hyunjin held his face and groaned quietly. He could taste the metallic flavor of blood from his lip. Changbin stormed out of the room, the younger boy could hear him as he stomped down the stairs angrily all the way to the front door. When he finally heard the front door shut he sighed loudly.

He deserved that punch. He was being loud while Changbin was trying to focus. He wiped his lip softly and smiled, regardless of that, he was still smiling and it was because of Seungmin.
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Hyunjin:
I feel tired tonight
A word that you can't forget in a breeze
Sorry, for not turning back
Sorry, for selfish self of mine

Min:
What's this?

Hyunjin:
The paled city lights
A chilling voice
Sorry, for not turning back
Sorry, for selfish self of mine
Sorry, even if I'm late already

Min:
What are you doing Hyunjin?

Hyunjin:
I think of you all the night
In memories that I'm not included
Why everythings getting clearer again?
I'm falling

Min:
Oh my god...

Hyunjin:
Boy I never let you go
Come back to me again, please
Cause without you, there's no me anymore

Hyunjin:
I love you Seungmin

Min:
Oh my god
You figured it out

Hyunjin:
I love you so much

Min:
I love you more Hyunjin

Hyunjin:
Come over now

Min:
I'll be there in 30

Hyunjin:
I love you

Min:
I love you too

Hyunjin:
Hurry up. The doors unlocked. I'll be in my room

Min:
I'm hurrying

Song: Sorry
Artist: The Rose