𝙻𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞

All In

Woojin had dropped both Felix and Seungmin off at Hyunjin's house. The blonde was completely silent the whole way there, only muttering a soft hi to Seungmin and Woojin. Now they sat on Chan's couch with Hyunjin in the middle of them. Woojin had gone upstairs to see Chan since they haven't seen each other for awhile and Changbin was sleeping upstairs.

The older had came home after Felix had broken up with him. He didn't say anything to Hyunjin as he stormed up into his room. He ignored Chan when he offered him dinner, and Hyunjin didn't even bother to go check on him.

Felix was silent, his mind was racing, he had no clue how to tell Hyunjin the truth. He was mad at himself for being so blind and for believing all of Changbin's words, but he loved Changbin and he really didn't know how to feel. His mind and his heart were both so conflicted.

Finally Felix took a deep breath "before I tell you, I just want to say I honestly had no clue. He lied to me, but I blindly fell in love with him" Felix mumbled while taking Hyunjin's hands into his. Hyunjin looked over at Seungmin, but the younger only shrugged. He had no clue what Felix was doing. Seungmin's heart was pounding in his chest, the way the blonde was holding Hyunjin's hands and the way he was gazing into his eyes, made Seungmin worried. Was he about to confess to Hyunjin?

Before Felix could even continue what he was saying Changbin stumbled his way downstairs. Felix stood up quickly and mumbled a quiet "Changbin" causing the older to look over at him. "Felix!" He exclaimed while rushing towards the other "oh god Felix" he whispered while pulling the younger into a tight hug. "Please don't do this Felix. Please" he begged while burying his face in Felix's neck.

The younger was at war with himself. His mind was a messy battlefield, but his heart was racing and his stomach exploded with butterflies when Changbin said his name. He so badly wanted to wrap his arms around Changbin and tell him everything would be okay, but he knew he couldn't have him anymore. Not after everything. "Let go of me Changbin" Felix finally said while placing his hands on the older's shoulders- trying to push him off. Changbin only shook his head and held on to the younger tighter. "What the fuck is happening" Hyunjin finally said while standing up.

The dancer stared at Changbin, confusion flooded through him. He's never seen Changbin act this way. He's never seen Changbin hug anyone, he's never even hugged him. "Changbin please" Felix said while still trying to push the older off. Changbin only shook his head again. Felix glanced over at Hyunjin and sighed. He softly placed his hands on Changbin's face and made the older look at him.

"Please Binnie. Let me go so I can explain" Felix whispered while looking into Changbin's eyes. Changbin's eyes were cloudy with tears and Felix felt his heartbreaking even more. "Please don't leave me" he whispered while looking into Felix's eyes. Felix felt his guard slowly breaking down the more he stared into Changbin's eyes. "I need to explain baby. You have to explain too" Felix whispered "you know I love you, but I can't do this. I need to tell Hyunjin" he continued while softly caressing Changbin's cheek.

Felix was always so soft with Changbin and at first the older hated it. He pushed Felix away, he yelled at the younger, but then it all changed when Felix kissed him for the first time. Now Changbin basked in the feeling of Felix's soft caresses and love filled words, but he was stupid and lost everything.

"What the fuck" Hyunjin whispered to Seungmin. He was just a shocked as Hyunjin was. This wasn't the same Changbin he met the day he was fighting with Hyunjin. This isn't the same Changbin who punched Hyunjin for "making too much noise". This person standing in front of them was totally foreign; a whole different person. The only person that really and truly knew this Changbin, was holding him in his arms- Felix.