How did I become like this?

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Picture of Cassandra.

I don't know how long I have been sulking in my room. I haven't eaten in awhile I know that. I do shower and change along with other stuff. I looked at my phone and saw it was Friday. Damn I have been in this room almost four days. Not to mentioned I haven't eaten. Hell they probably think I'm dead. As if on Que there was a knock on my door. I groaned and plopped onto my bed.

"I'M DEAD GO AWAY!" I yelled. "Cassandra it's your father open up." Crap I am going to have to make up a story and quick might I add. I got up walked to the door and opened it. My father walked in to my room and I looked over the stair railing to see people staring up at me. I slammed my door shut really quick and locked t just encase.

I walked over to my bed and plopped down on it. "Cas what's wrong? You have locked your self in your room for almost four days." I just starred at him not replying. I just shrugged my shoulders and turned on my side facing the wall. He sighed in frustration. " I am trying to understand and help you Hun. The whole pack is worried about you." I sat up on the bed and turned to face him. "This isn't a way for a future alpha female or beta to act is it?" I stared up at him feeling like a child who just threw a tantrum. "No not really Casandra, but the pack would understand if the reason was understood." "Father it was a bad day. Caiden and the others were on my mind and every one kept giving me looks and saying things I just lost it. That's it dad." I hate not telling him the full truth but it's for the best. I don't want others getting hurt from my actions.

"Okay honey. Just please try and come downstairs today. The whole pack and I are worried about you." I just nodded my head and with that he unlocked my door and left. Guess it's time for plan B. I grabbed my phone and went to my texts with Daniel. I started to text him "Hey meet me up in my room as soon as you can. I need your help on something". I stopped typing when my door flew open to reveal a constipated looking brother, concerned Noah, and the man I would want to kill at any moment.

I just stared at them like they were insane. "NOW THIS IS THE REASON I LOCK MY DAMN DOOR ALL THE TIME URG!" I got up and walked over to my dresser to get a change of clothes seeing as I was in my pajamas still. I was wearing my short black batman shorts along with my tight batman tang top. I heard a low growl erupt from behind me. I turned around to find the culprit. I crossed my arms and starred at Carson. " Do you have something to say for why you are growling at me boy?"

"Yes I actually do. What were you thinking. Kara was worried sick about you along with you family and pack." I grabbed my black dress with red floral print on it and walked into the closet. I looked for my black heel ankle boots with black chains on them. I felt arms wrap around me from behind. I look to see my brother hugging me with his head in my neck. "Hey Axel." I said in a low voice. "Are you okay? You had me worried sick." I sighed and turned in the hug so I could hug him back. " Yeah big brother I am fine. It was a bad day that's all." I knew he didn't buy it. Axel knew me all to well to the point he knows when I am hiding something.

"Okay but when you want to tell me the whole truth you know where I am, okay?" I just nodded my head. Walked out of the closet with Axel. He told me him and Noah were going to be on patrol till later. With that Noah and Axel left. I looked at Carson waiting for him to leave which he never did. I groaned and flung my arms in the air to land at my side. I walked back into my closet and took off my shirt and shorts. I went to grab my dress when the closet door shut. I was about to scream when my mouth was covered and I felt shocks run down my body.

His hand slowly moved away from my mouth. I let out a low venomous growl towards him. "What are you doing in here!" I touched around the walls feeling for the light switch. I finally found it and turned on the light. I realized all I had on was a Arie bra and underwear. I went to grab my dress when I was slammed into the wall. It hurt like hell I will tell you that. "Carson let go of me" He put his head in the crook of my neck and inhaled my scent. "No I like this position," I pushed him off. " If you like the position go do it with Kara not me perv." I got my dress from the floor to have him grab it from me and throw it at the door.

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