"Why Won't You Smile at Me?" Yandere!Jevil X Reader

Hate at First Sight

(Authors note: I'm on vacation right now seeing family and stuff but I finally managed to finish this little chapter while we're driving around. Today's fanart was sent in by @Cyniclpunked at Wattpad!! Remember if you want to send in fanart please send it to jevilfanart@gmail.com. If you don't then I will most likely lose track of it, so if you want me to put in a chapter send it there! Thank you all so much for reading and please enjoy the next chapter.)

Time was a strange concept. Some days pass by in the blink of an eye, others last years. It was hard to say how long you stared at that bittersweet image. Your fingers caressing the lightners face you know you would never be able to hold again. A teardrop staining the bright colorful picture. "I love you..." You whispered out, nearly choking on the words as the floodgates opened. You wished you could have said that to them one more time. You wished you could have seen them one more time.

But you did, didn't you? That dream you had last night... Your eyes move towards the ceiling as you sniffle, trying to hold back some of your sadness. It didn't feel like a dream. The crunch of the grass beneath your feet, the sun kissing your skin, the warmth of your lightners arms around you.

It felt so real...

A slight smile appears on your face as your eyes trail back down to the polaroid picture in your hand. Your lightner said they forgave you for what you did. Your finger caresses your lightners smiling face in the photograph. Your happy that you got to hear them say that even if what they said was most likely just a figment of your imagination.

But if it was real... you know you don't deserve that forgiveness.

Just look at what you did to that poor puzzle piece darkner. You almost ripped an innocent darkners arm off... and for what reason? All that was needed to pull you over the edge was stress and a touch... that was it. That's what caused you to nearly mutilated some poor bastard.

You don't deserve forgiveness.

"(Y/N)..." Your eyes widen, as the moisture in your throat evaporates. Rudinn... Oh god, Rudinn was here. You were excited to see Rudinn again at some point but... not like this... god, not like this! You lift your head up. Rudinn is standing right outside the massacred remains of the door. His spine was standing up straight and he was stiff as a board a far cry from the relaxed serpent you knew. His worried gaze trails down to the photo. A spike of panic combs over you as you press the photo tightly to yourself and hide it in your hands.

You knew full well that you couldn't hide it back in the draw. You would have to reverse the spell to put it back and...

You can't let him see this... You can't let any darkener see this...

You can't risk him asking what it is or getting curious about what's on it.

You don't know what they would do to you if they found out...

"Oh! Hello Rudinn." You try to say as casually as possible hiding the coarseness of your throat and forcing the tears back into your eyes. You didn't want him to see you crying like this. "(Y/N)... What's going on...?" His emerald eyes meet yours. The disappointment in his gaze shot an arrow through your heart. Your breathing quickens, does he know what you did to that poor darkner?

His eyes hit the floor with a definite tense frown filling his features. "Man... I'm not very good at this...but just..." He sheepishly scratches the back of his head as a chuckle comes out of his mouth. "I never expected you to do anything like THIS..." He lifts his dulled, tired eyes back up to you. They bored into your soul, begging for an answer... a logical reason. You couldn't find the words to explain. Hell... You don't even know how you could explain...