I hopped out, "Thanks, Goodbye Grayson" I said and shut the door turning to head inside. My heart stung, that was probably one of the last times I even talk to Grayson Dolan, but hey what can you do about it. I knew it wouldn't last forever, I mean...
I woke to the usual, my mom waking me up and leaving quickly. Blair used to think it was childish to have my mom still wake me up, but I don't give a flying fuck. I'm used to being woken up by my mom so🤷🏼♀️
I finished putting the products in my hair, my hair turned out a little fuzzy but still sort of cute, I guess?
I slipped on:
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+ I slammed my locker shut, and I turned around tossing my bag on my shoulder. I was about to head to my first class when Maddie and Grayson walked in. He had his arm draped over her shoulders.
I felt like someone just kicked me hard in the stomach and my heart was pinched really hard. It sounds dramatic and shit but it's how I felt? Idk maybe I have a stomach flu or something out of the ordinary.
I pulled on the straps of my backpack and walked quickly to my class, I bumped into anyone that was in my way, I just want to get to class as crazy as it seems. + I plopped on my normal seat, which is alone at lunch, and did my usual which was drawing.
My hand was starting to get sore, so I took a break and went to go get a tea from the vending machines this school as.
I got there and the one person I didn't want to honestly see was here. I stayed quiet and waited for him to get whatever he was getting. He glanced over her shoulder and gave me a very small smile.
I didn't do anything, not even a smile. I crossed my arms. My patience was close to about gone. He finally was done. But he turned around and handed me a peach tea.
This bitch, "thanks," I mumbled. "No problem" he said and walked away.
I walked back to my seat and was about to open my tea when I noticed there was a sticky note on it? Wtf? I peeled it off and it said 'watch for Maddie and Blair,' this asshole couldn't just tell me this? I would say this is cliche but nobody does this.
I looked over at his table and he was already looking at me, i furrowed my eyebrows. He mouthed, 'please'
I shook my head and continued with my drawing. + I was walking to my car, I wanted to go somewhere to get my mind off things.
I tossed my backpack to the passenger seat, and buckled myself. I started my car and began to drive out of the school parking lot. + I parked my car and took a deep breath. Something I don't really talk about, is my dad. He left, I've never seen him. I mean how could you miss someone that's never been there? Well it gets to you, like I don't even know if he is alive.
I opened my door and began walking the trail I went to. I love this trail, no one is usually here and it's beautiful. I've never told anyone about this place, and probably won't never tell anyone.
My mom used to tell me stories about her and my dad, she says it's not my fault he left, and we shouldn't feel like we're missing something, because he is missing out on a lot. + I was walking for a good hour and half or so, before I began walking back to my car. I made it back to my car, and I'm actually relieved I came here, I didn't realize how bad I needed it.
I got in my car, and started it. I buckled myself and began driving home.
