Supernatural One Shots 🥾

Goodbye (AU Castiel)

Sum: Lately you have been feeling down and depressed about your relationship with your older sister Paulette. After you run out of the house from a fight you two have and head for your favorite spot in the park. You meet a mysterious stranger there.

Contains: Angst, fighting, depression trigger warning, fluff?, first meeting, kinda long (sorry!).

*A/n: sorry if this is really boring or super sad, I've been sad lately and wanted to write out this kind of scene to try to cheer myself up. Also Im gonna make a part two!
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"Hey sis, do you see the cloud up there? Don't it look like a shape of a mermaid to you?" You happily ask as you stare outside your closed window. Paulette just remained staring down at her phone as she sat at the dining table across from you, not really listening to you talk to her.

"I don't know." She answers angrily. You felt like a dog being scolded for being bad, you felt like your ears went backwards in shame for upsetting her.

"Why do you have to get so angry at me?" You quietly ask her, afraid if you gave her an attitude she would only get angrier.

"Because you ask stupid questions all the time." She rolls her eyes as she continues to text on her phone. Not even bothering to look at you properly.

You know what...I don't give a shit anymore..

"Honestly sis there is no such thing as a stupid question." You answer with a snarky tone.

It really hurt how she spoke to you like you were a little kid and yet you were a grown woman. So finally you decided to try to be rude to her back.

"There always is whenever you ask them." Like a knife, her words kept stabbing you in your heart over and over.

"Do you always have to be so nasty? When I have done nothing but treat you with love and respect? Hell I even take care of you when you're sick. I've put you to sleep when you had trouble sleeping..what do I do that's so awful that you must treat me like you hate me?" Your voice starts to crack. Tears appear at the corner of your eyes but you blink them away so as not to let Paulette witness them.

The room turned quiet..

No response. As moments passed ever so slowly, your ever repulsive and cynical sister was not giving you an explanation for her hostile actions towards you. But you clenched your fists so tight they nearly turned white. Your breathing started to tighten as you tried holding it in, causing your throat to burn from restraining yourself from heavily breathing, now you had enough of this. So much so that it felt like you had to release your frustrations now or it'll never happen again.

"Why don't you love me?!" You scream with tears freely rolling down your cheeks. Your throat felt like it was sore and slightly painful.

"I do!" She responds in the same harsh tone as if you should already know of her feelings. Paulette grew annoyed that you are starting to fight with her, she always assumes you know what she's thinking.

"No..no you don't! If you loved me you would inspire me, not deny me the chance to actually act like your sister. Get along with me like a sister should! But instead you treat me like I'm some idiot who can't do anything to please you!"

Why is it I try so hard to get you to be proud of me..but yet I get nothing but put downs..that everything I do is never enough..why? TELL ME WHY!

"Oh boo hoo." She says mockingly as she rolls her eyes at you, then returns to texting on her phone as if the conversation never existed in the first place.

It was like a butcher knife stabbed you in the heart yet again. Only this time its twisting as it stayed inside you, it physically and mentally hurt you so much that you could hardly bear it.