Another Wings of Wax side story, and yet nothing for the real one. I am really fucking you guys over... orz
Summery: The war was pointless, his allies had left him, his brother was in hiding, the only one there for him was the American with the sad smile on his face.
Pairing: Germerica, other pairings are only slightly mentioned but don't take them into account as being the true pairing of this story
Warning: war stuff, ANGST, sex, drinking, cussing
NOTE! This is what happened during that flashback in Wings of Wax, remember, when Ludwig was in the bar and Alfred appeared? Yeah, this is the whole thing. Title is taken from the lyrics of Rollin' Girl by Miku Hatsune. Which I listen to while writing this. On repeat. With Miku, Kaito, America, and Kaito-England's versions playing over and over.
... DON'T JUDGE ME.
NOTE II! Part of the fic is from one of the chapters of Wings of Wax, the rest in new material that hopefully people will enjoy since I'm one of the very few people out there who has written a lemon scene with Germany and America (and one with Russia but that's a different story, literally). Plus I did some editing to fit 2012 DoitsuDeutschland/RiYuYami's tastes. (meaning more crack pairings and shit to cause more confusion for you people on who the hell Ludwig and Alfred like!!)
On with the fic.
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Weren't the Words Lost?
Wings of Wax one-shot
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It's World War II, in a bar in Germany.
Ludwig was working on his forth beer, his head pounding from the horrible stress he was currently under and that he had just recently found out his boss is a psycho fuck. That, and his only true friend in this war, Feliciano, had broken down today and told him that he surrendered to the Allies the night before.
'I'm sorry Ludwig! I can't do this! My people, my land, they are in so much pain from all this fighting! The riots that my boss's death had created have only made things worse, I don't know what to do, and I don't want to suffer anymore! You need to get out before it's too late Ludwig, I don't want to see you in anymore pain then you are already in! I have to go now, Lovino is taking me home, please Ludwig, please get out before it's too late!'
Those were the last words that Ludwig heard from Feliciano before he ran away. He knew Feliciano was right, this war... he never wanted to go to war, but that man, Hitler, he never listened to Ludwig. He kept his nation in the dark about everything, just letting him train his allies and fight the other personified nations.
Hitler seemed to be the one that caused old friends to hate him. Arthur was once a good friend, now he wanted Ludwig locked away in the Tower of London. Ivan, such a nice man before the war, before the USSR, he was coming to kill Ludwig very soon, even though they had been almost the best of friends at times throughout their histories. France, well... part of him supported Ludwig and another part of him was just like the rest of the Allies.
And Alfred... that was a different story.
Ludwig never knew of the truth behind the propaganda that his government used, what was being taught to children, of those who suffered for the so-called 'good of the German people and the Third Reich'.
Bah! It was nothing but lies!
That bastard even lied to him, telling Ludwig that Gilbert had went to fight in Russian territory when in actuality he sent his brother to Auschwitz! Fucking Auschwitz! He sent his brother to a concentration camp to finish him off! Never saying a single word to Ludwig of his horrible plans for the Prussian.
