What Are We?

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"Luke?"

He hums in question

"Why you staring at me like that?" I question him again concerned

"Like what bunny boy?"

I blush a little by that saying, but i continue

"Why do you look so sad, but at the same time concerning?" I tilled my head

He got closer, touching my cheek softly with his hand. His other one pulled me closer to him.

I couldnt breath. I badly wanted to kiss him. But i know that's my bunny talking.

"Cause im worried about one thing"

Then he pulls me in and kisses me. I was shocked. But right away i kissed him back

Soon he pulls back and his nose tocuhed mine.

"And that one thing is you. I should of known. The many times you came into the laundry matt. The day jon introduce us. The many times we fought. I should of known"

Wait... no....

HOLD UP.

HE BLAMES HIMSELF?!?

WHYY??

He doesnt know my past. He doesnt know how i feel. He doesnt know the many nightmares i gotten. So why? No no no noooo

"Luke dont blame yourself... i know i done somethings... but doesnt mean you get to blame yourself! You dint know all i been though anyways"

He pulls me onto his lap and rubs my back. Still looking concern at my eyes.

"Then open up to me. Please Ryan. Let me help you. Let me love you, how your sapoust to be treated." He pouts like a puppy

I bite my lip, scared. Wat if hes just playing me for information.

I get off his lap and criss cross my legs. Looking away

He whines more, "do you reject me?" He pouts

I looked him shocked and shooked my head no, "No of course not"

He gets closer to me and moves a strain of hair. Which i didnt know fell. Out of my face

The softly and gently puts his fingertips under my jaw.

"Then why cant you let me in? Is it me? I can change. I can..."

I cut him off.

"I don't trust alphas!" I spat out not wanting to hear more

He just freezes, "oh...."

I watch him back away and rub his arm. My bunny and I freaked out. Feeling guilt for hurting him

"Im sorry, i didnt mean too. I just didnt want to hear you bring yourself down! I been bullied and hurt by alphas my whole life! Im sorry Lukey! I just cant comepletely trust you yet" i break down in tears, not even realizing what i just said

"Bullied?" He growled out. His irises become red.

Oh shit..

I whimper scared. I DIDNT MEAN TOO! PLEASE DONT HURT ME

I didnt get the change to say that as my bunny took control. I felt my body ball up. I whimper again and again. My ears went down into submission

I felt my body shake, scared.

It shook Luke out of his alpha mood. His irises become normal again and he sees me. Scared out of my mind

"Ryan?" He asks confused

My bunny still in control. My voice comes lighter and softer. Girly like

"Please dont hurt me, alpha"

He jumps, "no, of course not. Where not enemies anymore bunny"

He gently gets closer and pets my head. I calm down and relax to his hand.

I purr and get closer to his hand.

He pulls me into a hug, which shocked me at first. But soon i got use to it. I hugged him back. I soon started to love it.

I hid my face in his neck. I sniffed, but that was a bad idea. I gotten a huge whiff of his scent. I purr and sticked my nose right om his neck. Never wanting to let go.

Then i felt kisses on my sweat glanes

Jumpped as i made a werid sound.

"Shhh calm down love, im right here. I wont ever let you go.

Weither im an alpha or not."

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