Senpai (YuWin)

=10=

     Sicheng got out of the car, taking Yuta and storming inside. He went to his dark bedroom, locking the door. He laid Yuta down on his bed, sighing.

     He stared for a moment before going over to his bed, opening his laptop. He got lost, doing some online shopping. He didn't realize when Yuta woke up, sitting up in the bed. 

     Yuta was utterly confused, looking around.

     "sicheng?..." he spoke in a small voice. 

     Sicheng froze at the name. 

     "... what'd you just say?" Sicheng asked, not looking at him. 

     "uhm... you're name" Yuta replied.

     "Yeah, don't call me that" Sicheng said, shaking his head. 

     Yuta frowned in confusion. 

     "but... i thought you hated it when a called you senpai..." Yuta mumbled. 

     Sicheng was silent, keeping his head down. Had he really broke Yuta that much?

     He got up, kneeling in front of Yuta, holding his hands.

     "Yuta... why did you stop doing the things that you used to?" he asked. 

     "W-What do you mean?.. w-what things?" Yuta asked. 

     Sicheng sighed, rubbing his hands. 

     "it's just... you never come by anymore... you never rant to me about your day... and what bugs me most is.... you stopped smiling" he explains "and now you've stopped calling me senpai?... what's going on?"

     Yuta gulped, not looking him in the face. 

     "I've heard you talking before... saying that I'm annoying and that you wanted a break from me... before that determined me to win your heart b-but..." Yuta tried to swallow the lump in his throat "... now i just wanna make you happy... i'll stop bugging you"

     Yuta finally let himself go. He never could've imagined that he would be there, crying in front of Sicheng like that.

     "I know you don't love me... so please, just let me get over you" he tried to smile "Then you won't have to pretend anymore"

     Sicheng looked at him in shock, seeing him try to smile through his tears. He was hit with a wave of guilt, his heart shattering. 

     "No, no, no, Yuta! That's not what I wanted, that was never what I wanted from you!" SIcheng frowned deeply, hugging Yuta's head to his chest. 

     Yuta burried his face into Sicheng's chest, sobbing. 

     Sicheng hushed him, rubbing his back. He whispered sweet nothings to him to calm him. 

     "i'm so sorry, Yuta. I never meant for this to happen" Sicheng apologized.

     Yuta choked out a few more sobs, but stopped crying. He kept his face buried in Sicheng's chest.

     "Yuta... please, please tell me you still love me.." Sicheng pleaded. 

     Yuta nodded silently. 

     Sicheng sighed in relief, hugging him tighter. 

     He was going to confess.. but he had to make it special. 

     Yuta had fallen asleep in his arms again, tired from crying.

     "I'll make it all up to you... just give me some time"