Heart made of China glass, mind strong like a rock, no one can change you until brain fog takes over your head because you're so depressed you can't even function or think. You're a prison to your own pain and you never had keys to get out, you just ran to new people who would hurt you more and make you someone you're not, you fell in love with the alive feeling bad people give you.
Welcome to the pain of real heartbreak of someone who was selfless and only cared about people who are happily fine without them, where you had absolutely no love for yourself to move on because you put all your love into other people who didn't need you like you needed them, who move on with new friends and loves while you go insane reliving the past and everyone thinks it's because you're a bitter cold stone person, no your heart just can't let go no matter how hard you try because you care way too much, you made them your power, your everything and threw your self love in the trash a long time ago. It's never too late to forgive yourself for all this trauma you put onto your heart that
it simply couldn't handle.
Everyday is a new start to change and be someone you love, to make up for all the time you've spent broken, confused, and hating yourself. Crazy is misunderstood in so many ways, some people truly just can let things be and say "it is what it is" and I'm sorry, I understand and I hope my poems help.
Here's my journey of mixed feelings from a tough breakup that I couldn't wrap my head around completely, no closure or reassurance to help me make sense of why, until I realized he just didn't give a damn about me anymore because if he did, he would still be here.
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Fallen Fool
PuisiHave you ever gave all your trust away to someone who broke every promise like they never made them? Giving out all the love you carry within til' you have nothing left? Putting everyone first your whole life until it breaks you into the most selfi...
