Rośe's P.O.V
5 missed calls from Jimin? Oh god this guy is so annoying. He called 3 times this morning and i just ignored it and in this afternoon he called two times and i also rejected his calls two times.
Urghh!! When can i tell him that i don't love him anymore? Yes what you heard is true, i don't love him from the very start of this relationship. I just said yes when he courted me 5 years ago because he was my crush back then
But as time goes by, my feelings faded. I know all of you is wondering "Why you didn't left him, why did you stay if you dont love him anymore" and here's my answer
Everytime that thing comes into my mind, my guiltiness kills me. Because he's just so sweet to me, he's loving and he's the one who takes care of me whenever i am sick and yet here's my payback? That i am leaving him?
No, i can't just imagine how bad i am when i do that but, i can't do anything. I am not happy anymore i guess i need to talk to him with this stuff and honesty is needed.
That's why i decided to call him
*Ringing
Toot then he answered
*On the call
"Hey Baby!!! I missed you so much! I called you many times but you just rejected it, but don't worry i understand" he said
"Hey baby, im sorry for rejecting your call, i was just busy at that time. Hmmm baby?"
"Yes baby?"
"Can i ask you something?"
"Sure baby,what is it?"
"Can we go on a date? Just the two of us?"
"But where far away from each other baby, how can we do that?"
"I already bought airplane tickets, i'll be in Seoul tomorrow 6 am will be my departure time, i'll arrive at 7 in the evening"
"Are you serious baby? Well ofcourse baby, don't worry i'll prepare everything that is needed"
I can feel the excitement and hapiness in his voice, but will that hapiness be the same when i tell him the purpose of our date?
"I need to pack my things now baby, see ya tomorroe Bye loveyou!"
"Alright baby, see ya! Loveyoumorethanmyself!"
Then i ended the call. I didn't realized that my tears were falling. Even though i dont love him, i still care for him, i still care for his feelings.
My screen was full of tears, then Jisoo wiped it. Jisoo is my bestfriend, she's been there since i was little. We're living in the same house, and actually i am starting to fall for her and i dont know why?
I always try my best not to because i have a boyfriend but the more i stop myself, the more i am falling for her. I didn't confess yet but i am planning.
"Thanks Jisoo, thanks for being there for me"
She stared at me
"I know all your problems in life, i know your strengths and weaknesses, i know all of you"
She touched my face then she leaned closer and closer until...
SHE KISSED ME!!!
I was so fvcking shocked, i didn't move. Then she stopped
"I-iam sorry Rośe i was just-"
I pulled her back and kissed her.
In the middle of our kisses, i spoked
"I love you Jisoo, i love you so bad"
"I love you too Rośe, can you be mine?"
"I am already yours Jisoo, iam"
Then we both laughed
"So were official now?" She asked
"Hmmm, lemme see" i laughed
She's just staring at me
"Okay, were official" i said
She smiled and she hugged me
"I love you Rośe, i love you so much"
"I love you too Jisoo, i will always"
Taehyung's P.O.V
I saw Jimin smiling while he's talking with his girlfriend, i wonder what Rośe said that Jimin's smile got wider
"Yes!!!" He shouted happily and run towards me
"What happened to you? You just got a little crazy?" I asked while laughing
"Crazy i am! Rośe invited to have a date with her tomorrow!!" He smiled
"But, you told me she's in the U.S?"
"She's gonna go home Taehyung! She's gonna go home!" He smiled and because of his happiness he just hugged me tight and he whispered happily
"My Princess is going home, i am so happy" he whispered
"I am also happy for you Jimin" i said even if i am not
"Thanks taehyung! I need to go home now! Cause i need to prepare for our date tomorrow. Byyeee!!!"
"Wait your-"
He left the house and he didn't even bring his laptop. Now i have to take care of his laptop cause i need to give this back to him after there date.
I opened the window curtain and i saw him going home and entered his house. Now i need to think about my feelings towards him, is this right? That i am having feelings for someone who's already taken?
Is this right that i am inlove with the same gender? Is this right that i fall inlove with the boy who live nextdoor?
Urgh i am tired of thingking about those things, maybe its now time for me to sleep, and i also need to get ready for tomorrow. Its the second day of college.
