Bullied & loved

Chapter 10

When I woke up in the morning, liam and me were in the same position, I don't know why I felt so great when i was with him like this,
I mean what were me and liam? Bestfriends, friends, lovers. We acted like everything but I don't know. I don't know if he would go out with someone who has scars all over their bodies and in their hearts.

"Morning beautiful" he said looking at me.

"Morning" I smiled,

"I wouldn't mind waking up every morning of it was next to you" he laughed, I kept smiling at him.

"What you want to do today?" He asked,

"I want to shop" I laughed,

"Every girls reply" he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulling me close again,

"Be my girl" he said, I turned around and looked at him,

"But liam, I'm scared of it doesn't work out me an you won't be close anymore and I don't know, i don't want to loose you" I looked Into his eyes

"You wouldn't loose me, let's give it a go"

"Okay" I smiled.

"Okay?" He asked shocked.

"Yeah okay" I hugged him. He hugged me back tighter and kissed my cheek.

"I love you so much" he said holding me tight.
"I love you too" I laughed.

"Come on, up you get" he said getting up

"No" I complained getting under the covers. I felt a light weight over me and then I felt myself getting tickled.

"Stop" I said crying of laughter.

"Get up then" he said he looked into my eyes for so long and we didn't even move.

"No" I smiled. He laughed and pinned my arms down either side of me kissing every inch of my face. He didn't kiss my lips which I don't know felt weird but I was kinda happy I didn't want it to ruin my mood.

"We will go shopping because I love you" he laughed gettin off me. I also got up because I was definitely wide awake now.

I got changed into the jeans I was wearing yesterday and another one of liams tops. It's like he had 3 pairs of the same t-shirts.
We walked to his car laughing and joking around and I felt so comfortable with him, more then I even felt with anyone he always made me feel good.

We walked trough so many shops and got round quickly. Liam offered to buy me a lot of stuff but I said no.But I let him buy me lunch because I was hungry.

I didn't know why I said shopping. I just wanted to spend time with him. He interlocked our fingers and we were just walking past shops. Liam stopped infront of a wedding Shop an looked at the people inside.

"don't be nosy" I slapped his arm.

"It just made me think of something"he smiled and kissed my cheek. I smiled back and we turned around instantly seeing girls that were ready to blow up.

"Liam!" the girls squealed and liam smiled and let go of my hand. I looked up at him wondering why he let go. I mean that really hurt my feelings.

"Are you two going out?" The girls asked.

"No" liam answered walking towards them and taking pictures and signing autographs.
I shook my head and walked off feeling like I wanted to cry.'it was one thing he dropped my hand, but he then went along and said we weren't going out when we were!

I should have never said yes. I knew I would be hurt like this. And right now I didn't even know where I was going. Where I was walking. I just wanted to be away from here.