a big mistake (jai brooks)

but i love him?

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jais pov:

I stood there, inlove with two girls, kylie was lovely and she seemed to like me.. I think I didn't take my eyes off her until ki spoke

"kylie, don't lie on the grass, you're gonna get dirty" she chuckled

"aww" kylie moaned pulling puppy eyes and her eyes looking down at her feet

kylie had gone to the slide, me and ki sat down

"you know, I really am a big mistake and I wished I could change my past" I spoke

"listen jai, I'm not here for you, I'm here for kylie, you really messed up and I really couldn't give a shit right now" she spat not taking her eyes off kylie and then facing to me and pushing the bit of hair dangling from her side to the back of her ear. she was a stunner

"I'm giving you a chance to see her" she added before I could say anything

she picked up kylies back pack and walked over to kylie before speaking the words

"c'mon sweetie, mommys cold and we need to put the dinner on" she said not even looking at me

kis pov:

I hated swearing and I hated being sassy but I didn't wanna take love for answers I just wanted it to be me and kylie from now one, just like it had been for 2 years, I couldn't imagine having someone in my house expect saff, oh I forgot I pulled my phone out and text saff

to 'saffy waffy☺️🐱'

'hai love, you all okay?? xx'

I placed my phone back into my pocket and turned around

there stood jai

'fu-oh my god' I said quite loudly since he scared me, he just laughed. wow jerk at least say sorry.

I felt kylie pull at my hand

"mommy mommy mommy, can daddy please come back to ours pweas pweas pweas" she was practically on her knees begging me

I finally gave in and we started walking to mine, kylie was sleepy so Jai picked her up and we walked home, he placed her on the sofa and she snuggled up on her own, it was awkward since it was me and Jai

"ki, would you ever take me back?" he spoke almost whispering

again I was lost for words, sat staring blankly "i don't know" I just mumbled biting my nails

"was it hard?" he asked

"what hard?" I questioned

"you know bringing up kylie on your own?" he spat out

"you mean crying myself to sleep every night, wondering when my fucking boyfriend would call me, telling myself over and over again I was gonna be okay? and I was gonna make it, I thought you would stay, you know after my mom and dad dying, I thought I'd have you to cuddle up to and tell me everything was gonna be okay and we were gonna have a happy life, having someone to look down on me the way I look down on kylie, have someone that loved me the way I love kylie, yeah jai it was hard, and while you we having a left making YouTube videos! wow thanks, thanks a fucking lot, why did you never call me back jai? why didn't you see if I was okay, I text and called you, but you didn't answer them, you fucking threw me out in the cold, I moved to London to forget about you and now you just think you can walk back into it, well guess what, you can't! get out!" I said tears streaming down my face

"ki please, I'm sorry" jai said bringing the tears too

"I thought you loved me" I said as my voice broke

"I did I really did!" he put his hand on my knee and kissed me

I heisted but kissed back. wtf am I doing it felt so right and so wrong

I pulled away

"hope you're happy" I said standing up and leaving the room