A Guy Like You (Klance)

The past

*So trigger warning, abuse self harm and all that fun stuff*

Lance's pov:

It all started when we went to get my test done. My entire family was full of alphas. I was so excited to finally get a conformation that I was one too. My family was waiting for me to leave the doctors office with my certificate that should have said alpha.

After I came out with tears streaming down my face with the news I could tell that their feeling towards me shifted. They said that it was all right and that it wouldn't change anything but it did.

My mother died about a month afterwards from a heart attack. My dad spiralled out of control. He became an alcoholic. When he would come home I could smell the beer from all the way across the room. He became violent.

He would break a glass bottle and run the edge along my back. Sometimes he would let me off the hook and just leave me alone with a note saying I was a mistake. He thought that I shouldn't be alive and that I wasn't even a real human. He would punch and bruise me.

My sister was the only one who cared, or so I thought. She just didnt have a reason to use me yet. My siblings would alpha command me to do their chores or laundry. No matter how much I begged to be free from all of this i wasn't ever even given the chance.

I started to believe that I shouldn't be alive and on the days he wouldn't harm me I would do it to myself. On the days that my siblings let me go i would force my self to clean my own room. Everything was always wrong in my head. I never felt affection, I never felt like I belonged.

That's why i didnt tell anyone and that's why i scare easily. That's why I'm such a screwed up omega.That's why I cant do anything right. They always treated me like i couldn't do anything myself, like I was just something they could use. I wasn't able to get away from the cycle until I moved away. The scars are still visible.

(3rd person)

Keith had gone back to hugging lance while everyone else was in shock.

Pidge: I'm so sorry you had to deal with that.

Hunk: why did you never tell me. I'm your best friend you could tell me anything.

Lance: because I knew that if he found out that I told he would force me back into this cycle of hatred and harm.

Keith: it's ok now. You have us. We will never treat you any different. We wont. I promise.

Keith hadn't realized that lance was wincing a bit as he rubbed his arm.

Pidge: lance. Why are you twitching so much.

(So the healing pod was only set to put him in a deep sleep and make sure no brain damage was done.)

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I hate to give my baby boy lance such a bad past and stuff but I'm a horrible person who enjoys other peoples suffering. I'm sorry. Signing off -fell
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