Say You'll Never Go ||SaTzu||

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"Ughhh— fuck Faster baby... There ughhh"

"You like it?!  "

"YES YES I LIKE IT HARDERRRR...AHHHH"

Sana on the other side of the room can't help it but groan in displeased. She drop the pen she's holding and close her book. The sound of the skin slapping, groans and moans beside her room totally creep the hell out of her. It is okay and normal if it is other people, she will never mind it and will let it be.

But the thing is, she is living in the hell where her mom is the devil one. She can't do anything to stop her mom from abusing her own self, everything that happened is like a normal thing now.

She brush her hair using her fingers and went out of her room to cook their dinner because surely her mom is already hungry. They're been doing sex for 2 hours now and even she doesn't know who's her mom's flavor of the week is she still have to prepare for him too.

"When can I ever leave this hell?! "

She mumbled irritatedly with a mixed of hope. Hoping she could really get out from her hell life with her mom. Everything is not easy. After her class she will immediately work for her part time job as a cashier in one of the convenience store in the city of Seoul. She's the one whose responsible for her own good, their everyday needs, house bills and such but her mother never ever initiated to give her money atleast. So much heavy responsibilities that is piling up on her shoulder.

"SANA!? PREPARE THE DINNER NOW! "

Sana's thought were cut off when her mom called her name like a boss. Sometimes she's wondering if her mom ever consider her as her daughter or never.

"Here she goes. " she mumbled and finish the only dish she could prepare for the night. She sighed and leave the kitchen to take her bag and get out of their house.

But before she could go her mother stopped her.

"Where are you going? Are you not going to greet us first? " her mom said while clinging her arms to the old man beside her. She mentally rolled her eyes in disgust looking at her mother with only a shirt.

"Good evening, if you don't mind I'll be leaving and just continue your hot sex. "

She said obviously showing no respect at all. Her mother ignored her and laugh while pulling the old man with her. Sana gritted her teeth while clenching her fist.

"Fuck this life! "

*

"Sana-ahh! Are you going to work tonight? " Nayeon her best friend asked as she placed the bottle of alcoholic drinks infront of Sana whose spacing out since she came in to Nayeon's apartment. She have so much things to think that is need to be solve, her mom is not only her problem but also herself and her boyfriend that is apparently having a Cold War with her.

"Yes. I need to earn money and don't worry about what I have promised to you. I'm half way done to your requested reaction paper of your vlog. " Sana said giving her a small smile which she gladly returned with her usual bright teeth smiles but then she pouts. "What should I do for you in return? " Nayeon cooed and gulp half of her drink in one tossed. Sana knows her best friend very well. If you did something for her that would really touch her heart or would really help her in such complicated situation like right now where she's so busy with her piling school paper works, she will definitely ask for a return in order to fulfill her conscience.

Sana think for a while before an idea pop on her bright mind. A smile tug on her face as she looked at Nayeon while grinning mechievously causing for Nayeon to raised her invisible brows.

"Why don't you help me make up with my boyfriend. " Sana said with full of determination and hope. Nayeon bite her lips and gave Sana a knowing look.

"Did you guys fought again? " she asked with a serious tone this time. Sana shrugged her shoulders off then nodded nonchalantly while gulping down on her drink as well. "Not really... I just told him that it's been a week since we talked with eachother face to face and well I kind of asked him if I could sleep with him but he refused. " Sana played her fingers with the bottle she's holding while constantly biting her lips in embarrassment. Nayeon noticed it and can't help but let out a chuckle.

"Y'know it's not funny when I'm missing him Nayeon! "

But what have Sana said just completely blow her up in to a batch of laughters. Sana gritted her teeth in annoyance and battling with her self if she should smack her or not. She's not helping at all.

"My goodness Sana. Do you think Tzuyu will allow you to sleep with him in his dorm where there's full of hunks living with him? And I bet you're sounding suspicious causing him to be mad at you? "

That is exactly on point. Sana pouted and look away from the smirking Nayeon in front of her.

"That's because... b-because..."

"Because what Sana? "

Sana annoyingly smack her head when she realized what she have done.

"You should understand how he worked hard just to stand up on his own too like you Sana. Having late night gigs and morning to sunset school works is piling on him too. " Nayeon reminded or more like scolding the pouting squirrel across her. "But he's only alone while me, I need to babysit my devil mom after having sex with random guys he choose. "

"But he came from a very well known family Sana. Things is much harder for him since he knew nothing about serving his own self. And darn this, what do you want me to do? "

By the mentioned of it, Sana can't help but smile brightly while cupping Nayeon's hand gently.

"Can you call him and tell him I'm sick and I'm here in your apartment. "

"You thought that is a very great idea for you guys to talk? I pity you girl, you're not romantic at all. I will not going to help you and instead of that I will just drive you to your night shift. "

*

So are you still working or you're done with your night shift?

I'm already done and I'm walking home now.

What?! It's too dangerous outside go back to the store and I'll fetch you.

Sana smiled while trying to relax her heart from popping out of her chest.

No need! I'm near to the gate now, baby. Take a rest.

You sure? Let's meet tomorrow in the cafeteria, you take care of yourself Sana. I'll hung up now.

Sana took a long pause before answering.

Yeah, I will. See you tomorrow.

Okay.

Sana took a deep breathe in disappointment as she thought they could talk longer.

" He did not even say 'Good night baby, I love you' ! "

She mocked while slowly opening the gate and walk again towards the main door. She's expecting her mother to be asleep now since it's already late but what she saw totally creep the hell out of her once again.

The old guy earlier is still there and both are naked and currently banging eachother without glancing on her.

"OHHH SHIT... FUCK AHHHHH.... IT FEEL SO GOOD DARLING!!!! FASTER!!! "

"OH YOUR DAUGHTER IS HERE!  AHHH!!! "

"OHHHH DON'T MIND HER JUST FYCK ME UHHHH"

Sana immediately look away and run towards her room while both her hands are on her ears. She gritted her teeth as full of disgust to her mother fill up her mind.

"She should atleast respect herself. Fuck she's so disgusting... I can't... Take this anymore. "

Sana clutch her hands on her chest and slump her body on the bed while silently sobbing under her pillow. How she wish she could finally get out of the hell house she's in.