Supernatural BSM DDM; SSM MDM

DDM Sam (Requested)

Requested by: iamme0456

Age: 14

Scenerio: Rebekah goes on a hunt with her dad and Dean. She is suppost to watch the person they are trying to save, but she fails to do so, and in result she shuts everyone out until Sam confronts her.

Rebekah's P.O.V:

"NO!" I yelled as I was forced to watch my best friend, Jake, get his neck snapped by the demon. I head-butted the demon holding me and let the demon knife drop from my wrist to my hand and quickly turn around to stab it in its neck. After it died I ran after the one who killed Jake, who ran off. I jumped as I got close to it and stabbed it's back. I was fuming by now as my dad ran up to me. I was suppost to save him, I was on his watch! I'm so fucking stupid. I gave dad my knife and stomped to Baby. I opened her back door, got in, and slammed it shut.

"Hey easy, Rebekah." Uncle Dean said as I nodded. I closed my eyes as I thought about what I did wrong. This morning, my dad had told me I should keep an eye on Jake because Castiel had said that he was in danger. Jake Wilson, 14 years old, my best friend since kindergarten is now dead because I couldn't get to him on time. And, when I did I was to fucking late. My brain keeps replaying his death like a broken record. His baby blue eyes scared and confused, his brown hair all over the place. I never told him about any of this or who I am, he thinks I'm normal. There is no such thing as normal. If there was I wouldn't let him die. He would still be here. It's my fault. I see Dean pull Baby into the bunkers drive away as I get out before she's even in park. I walked to the door and walk in. I pass Kevin,who I noticed tried to talk to me, as I just go straight to my room and slam my door behind me. I lock it and sit on my bed. I take my pillow and sit in my lap as I sat on my bed.

Sam's P.O.V:

I sighed as I heard her door slam. Dean looked at me as I gave him a sad face.

"So, we didn't save the boy?" Kevin asked as I sighed.

"No." I said as I sat and went on my computer and Dean grabbed a beer.

Rebekah's P.O.V:

The next day I got up, but I didn't get out of bed. My door is still locked and my head hurts, that's  when I decided I'm just going to go back to sleep instead of going to school. A few minutes later I heard pounding on my door. I groaned loudly and sat up. I walked to the door, unlocked it, and opened it seeing Kevin. I just rolled my eyes and walked to the bathroom. I shut the door, took a shower, and I changed into one of Jake's shirts I borrowed awhile back and jeans. I went back to my room and put on my shoes. I grabbed my bag after brushing my hair. I put in my headphones and blast the song Hold On. I go to the kitchen and sit at the table waiting for my dad and uncle.

"Good morning." My dad said as I shrugged. He sighed.

"We have to talk about it." I shook my head.

"No we don't." I got up and headed to Baby as I sat in the back seat. Dad and Dean got into the car as Dean drove to the school. Once he sat in front of the school I got out without a word and headed inside. I walked to my locker passing Jake's and saw posters, flowers, pictures and all the above in front of it. I looked down and went straight to mine, I dropped off my bag and grabbed the things I need. I headed to my first hour which was math. I ignored everything and everyone. It went like this all day. All day turned into three days. Get up, go to school, watch my grades drop, go home, ignore everyone including Cas and food, cry myself to sleep, and get up again. Right now, I'm sitting on my bed staring at the big white moon that shines into my window as tears run down my face. It's my fault. It always will be my fault. I heard a soft knock on my door and sighed knowing who it was.

"Come in." I said as I wiped my tears.

"Just saying goodnight." My dad said as I nodded. I heard him sigh and feel the bed dip as he sits next to me. "Talk to me. I can't stand knowing your upset like this. Please." I just shrug and look at the moon again. I feel him generally rub my back. "Just know it's not your fault." I froze. "It wasn't."

"It is my fault." I said and looked at him. He shook his head.

"It's not your fault."

"Yes it is." I said as the tears ran my face.

"It's not your fault." He said once again as I stood up.

"Yes it is! I let him die! I was suppost to watch him! It's my fault." I yelled as he stood as well.

"It's not your fault."

"Yes it is." I said backing up. I hit my wall as he came and stood in front of me.

"It's not your fault." He whispered as I broke down crying. He wrapped his hands around me as I cried for a good 5 minutes. "It's that demons fault and guess what you got him. You took that fault away." He said. He picked me up as if I were 5 again. I wrapped my legs around his waist as I still cried in his shoulder. He sat on my bed.

"I should've told him. I should've warned him. I could have prevented this." I said as he shook his head.

"Rebekah, it isn't your fault. You tried to save your friend. But you killed his murderer. Baby, he is in peace now. He doesn't have to fear monsters anymore. Even if he thought they were fake." He said wiping my tears.

"I miss him." I said as we hugged each other. I was now sitting on his legs as my head was against his chest and his arms around my waist. He kissed the top of my head.

"I know Rebekah, I know." With that, I slowly began to fall asleep. I felt him lay me down and kiss my forehead.

"Goodnight dad." And I was asleep.

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