[not complete YET]
"You're an embarrassment!" her mom said. She lived in a fake world and the real ones are only when she fangirls.
She ran away to turn the dark to bright, little did she know that dark suits her more.
i write based on whats on my...
I opened my eyes and let out a big sigh. "Ah shit, here we go again." i said in my mind.
I raised my arms and stretched my body. Turned around to check, yep, Yumi isn't here. Monday school day monday school day.
College semester break starts a week ago. While everyone is going on a holiday or packing their schedule with activities, I just don't have any plans.
Dad still go to work on holidays, mom barely come home, Yumi is on her exam season, Cherry is busy helping her mom with their new chinese restaurant.
My days are dull. My number of friends are decreasing. I just dont have any interest in life. Everyday feels the same. I barely talk to anyone now, not even Yumi. Some nights we talked about life and cry to sleep, some nights we just go straight to bed.
"Amy let's wake up!" I said to myself, slapping my face gently with both hands. I'm so tired of being tired. I opened the curtain and the window, letting the wind come through. I can see the dust floating through the sun rays, and the busy loud city is getting louder.
I changed my clothes and tied up my hair. Washed up and put on a face mask. I scrolled through YouTube and watched Going Seventeen. Mann i missed alot of the episodes. Seventeen really does upload alot of episodes I lost track.
I laughed on some parts while sipping orange juice from last night's dinner. I scanned through the rack beside my desk, packed with Seventeen's albums and merchandise. Posters hanging on the wall and behind the door. All dusty.
"Those old days.." I smiled.
I just realized on how happy I was back then. Back then before I knew Harry, my whole heart is just for Seventeen. My thoughts and my mind, every time and everywhere. Seventeen, seventeen and seventeen.
"I'll just date them lah it's easier that way" I said confidently and laughed at my own fool.
I watched Vlive videos of them and for a few hours I was happy. All my problems and miseries are not in my head as if they're really gone. Seventeen is truly my happy pill.
"Only if I live in Seoul it's much easier to see them face to face, to support them, interact with them. Ergh Korean Carats are so lucky." I sighed and in the same time making a scene in my mind if I really live in Seoul.
I spent the whole morning paying back all the times I missed spending with Seventeen. Kim Mingyu, my first bias and still is my bias, looking so freaking gooood he's geting more attractive day by day, really fighting for the bias throne. I'm all heart eyes for him.
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I was karaoke-ing to Vocal Team's Hug, and just then a notification popped up on my laptop screen. It's an email.
"Who the fuck uses email nowadays ugh" I groaned because it interrupted my karaoke session.
