Trying to write one of these imagines for the first time.
It's in Shawn's P.O.V
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I can't write one song that's not about you
Y/N is the muse for all my songs. Every song I sing is aimed at her. I always imagine I am singing to her. Especially when I'm performing, she's always in the back of my mind. All the lyrics to my songs are about everything I want to say to her/do with her.
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Y/N is constantly on my mind. Ever since I first met her she has been my first thought every morning and last thought at night. She always pops into my mind at the most unexpected times. I always miss hanging out with her when I'm on tour.
Is it too late to tell you that, everything means nothing if I can't have you?
It's so hard for me knowing that she isn't mine and we aren't as close as I wish we were. I always wonder if it's too late and if she has her eyes on someone else. But I can't seem to get her off my mind. I think about her whatever I do.
I'm in Toronto and I got this view; but I might as well be in a hotel room
When I'm in Toronto everything I see reminds me of Y/N. It's not just memories but simple things like her favourite flower or shop. My condo doesn't feel right without Y/N sitting on the couch watching movies with me and baking muffins in my kitchen.
It doesn't matter 'cause I'm so consumed; Spending all my nights reading texts from you
Every night I'm free I always end up scrolling through me and Y/N's messages. I look through every conversation, smiling at everything Y/N says. Y/N is always on my mind and I seem so consumed and in daydreams all the time.
Oh, I'm good at keeping my distance
Even though my feelings are strong, I keep a good distance so Y/N doesn't notice my feelings. I make sure that she thinks me and her are only friends and we would never be together.
I know that you're the feeling I'm missing
I know that nothing seems to feel right without Y/N or me knowing that she's mine. I know that she's the person I'm craving to be with and that she's the only thing missing in my life.
You know that I hate to admit it, but everything means nothing if I can't have you
I always hate admitting my feelings for Y/N because I know she probably doesn't feel the same. But everything I do I still feel empty without Y/N.
I'm so sorry that my timings off ;but I can't move on if we're still gonna talk
I try to move on from Y/N because she has made it pretty clear that we're just friends and nothing more. But every time we talk I fall in love with her all over again. It's hard to get over my feelings for her. My timing seems to be wrong as she always says she isn't ready for a relationship yet.
Is it wrong for me to not want half? I want all of you all the strings attached
I want ALL of Y/N. I want her however she is feeling or whatever is going on in her life. I want her for herself. I want her to be herself with me and I want to see every side of her, whether she's sad or mad. I don't want to share her with anyone else.
I'm trying to move on; Forget you but I hold on
Every time Y/N friend zones me I try to move on and get over my feelings for her. I want to forget all the moments I've had with her that make me love her more. But I hold on to her and the feelings I have. Somehow no other girl can make me feel like Y/N does.
Everything means nothing if I can't have you
Whatever I'm doing I feel empty without Y/N being mine. Everything means nothing to me. I just want Y/N to finally be mine.
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Do you like these types of imagines?
If you do leave recommendations for what songs to do next
