She's Mine

Chapter 42 Come home

Madison's POV
When I heard Ryan's voice I nearly cracked. I wanted to tell him how much I already missed him but I had to stay strong and stand my damn ground.

"We need to talk" I told him in my firmest voice.
"Madison baby please come home." I could hear the slurs rolling off of his tongue as he spoke.
"Ryan, I think a few days apart might do us some good. You've been acting so.. Distant."
"MADISON! PLEASE!" He boomed.
"Talking to me like that is NOT going to help our situation!"
"I JUST WANT YOU AND MY KIDS HOME!"

   I couldn't argue with him anymore so I decided to hang up. He was drinking too much and needed to cool off. I know in his eyes it was wrong for me to take the kids and so late at night but in my eyes I needed to clear my head and let Ryan reevaluate his actions.

   The way he's been speaking to me and picking fights just wasn't the way.. This isn't how we're going to get through things. Maybe if he knows how life feels without us he wouldn't take it for granted. Or maybe I was just being an idiot and emotional wreck.

   I was battling the demons in my head telling myself I was doing the right thing but I was also knocking myself down for leaving him in the state that he was in.

   Nicole must had heard when I was talking on the phone because she came out to check on me.

"You okay?" She asked in a low voice
"Yea. It was Ryan."
"I figured that much." She smiled
"I'm sorry if I woke you."
"No I didn't even fall asleep. I have Aaron on my mind. I know he's use to Ryan and all but it worries me that he's there with Ryan acting like a crazed maniac." We both giggled a little but we were still nervous for Aaron.
"I'm sure he'll be fine. He's Ryan's best friend."

   Suddenly Nicole's phone started to ring so she ran to the room to get it. I could hear her picking it up and I instantly knew something was wrong.

"Shit. Well what do we do?"

I ran to her room to see what was going on.

"Alright. Okay bye."
"What's going on?" I asked searching her face for emotion.
"Ryan.. he's coming here."
"What! How does he know where we are?"
"He's the damn boss. That's how. There's only so much Aaron can do. The guards have loyalty to Ryan first and foremost." She said looking defeated.

   I couldn't believe he wouldn't respect my wishes and give me at least a damn night to clear my mind. I was so mad at him.

"Fine. If he wants to talk then we'll fucking talk. Can you take the kids into your room?"
"Of course." She smiled.

   We switched the kids into her bed and she lay down with them while I went to the front room and waited for Ryan.
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   It wasn't long before he was pounding on the hotel door.

"Madison! I'll break this fucking door down if you don't open up!" I could hear the anger in his voice.

   I swung the door open with as much force as I could muster. I looked him in his eyes and my rage flew through my body. Before I knew it my hand was flying across his face. Both of the men guarding the door looked away as Ryan looked back at me.

   He was in shock but so was I. I couldn't believe I had just slapped him. I kind of expected him to full on rage but he didn't.

   He pulled me in and crashed his lips onto mine. I jumped into his arms and he slammed the door closed with his foot.

   Our kiss never broke as he walked us into the suite. When we reached the door to my room he slammed me up against it causing me to release my moan. I grabbed his button up and tore it open popping off all of the buttons.

   We finally broke the kiss and he looked me in my eyes.
"I want you to come back home." He said placing his forehead to mine.
"And I told you we need to talk about some stuff first, but you seem to not want to listen." I said grabbing the back of his neck.

   He growled out of frustration and crashed his lips onto mine again. He reached behind me and opened the door and walked us in. He threw me onto the bed and finished taking his shirt off then started to unbutton his pants. I did the same to my clothes because I wanted him as quickly as possible.

   All of the built up anger and frustration between us needed to be released in the best way we knew possible.

   Soon we were both naked and he was getting on the bed in front of me locking his eyes with mine.

   I spread my legs and he slammed into me making me moan out in satisfaction. It was rough but exactly what I needed. I had this sexual hunger for this man that needed to be fulfilled. No matter how pissed off at him that I was I still needed him inside of me to give me that release.

"You can't.. leave.. me." He growled as he slammed into me even harder.
"Oh.. my.. god." I responded out of satisfaction but barely able to get out. My mind and body were racing. I could feel the ecstasy flowing through my body. I knew I was close.
"Come. Home. To. Me." He grunted

   I could feel is muscles tighten as he said these words so I knew he was close too.

"Yes! Yes! OKAY!" I screamed out as I let go of the sweet ache in my core. Just as I said this I felt him release too, filling me with his juices.

The air smelled of hot sex, sweat and a hint of alcohol from Ryan's previous drinking. I could see the hint of a smile on his face as we came down from our high.

"Why are you smiling?" I asked
"Because you agreed to come home."
"Yes I agreed to come home. Just not yet." I said sitting up and sliding off the bed.

   Before I could get too far he hooked his arm around my waist and pulled me back into the bed .

"If you want to talk then let's talk." He whispered into my ear. I turned back at him so I could look him in the eyes as we spoke.
"I refuse to be treated like this."
"Like what Madison?" He asked as nicely as he could.
"Like we don't matter." I said this as he placed his hands on my cheeks
"What do you mean like you don't matter? You three are the only things that keep me going. I've just been upset with myself for not keeping the kids better protected."
"And I'm tired of you feeling  that what happened with the kids was somehow your fault." I started to cry so he lifted me and put me on his lap
"Its my job to protect you three and I failed."

   I could hear the pain in his voice.

"You didn't fail Ryan. We got them back together, and in one piece. So we need to move on from this. And we need to do it together. I've been feeling like it was all my fault because it was MY mother that did this. This was because of MY baggage." I sobbed into his chest.
"No Madison it's not your fault she was a crazy bitch. But like you said we have them back and they are fine. Please come home baby. I can't sleep knowing you and the babies aren't near me. Please." He whispered that last word and it made me melt.
"Okay. We'll come home but you have to promise me something."
"Anything."
"We need to work on our communication. And you can't be drinking when you're angry. It brings out the worst in you." I lightly kissed his cheek.
"Okay baby. Now will you please come home? Tonight?"
"Yes."
The End