My Heart.

Invisible Pain

Don’t you just hate it when reality crashes down,

And your used-to-be dreams are torn

Then your smile starts pulling down

And you realise........

See it’s like I was hiding from the truth for, so, long.

Made myself believe I was always going to be okay.

Everyone knew I was wrong, so did I

But I never shook myself to believe it.

They asked me how I was,

My reply was I’m great

Guess pain isn’t always physical,

Stuck with a burden I strongly hate.

I love you God so I won’t ask why.

If you didn’t give this to me, it would’ve gone to someone else.

All I want to do is fall on my knees and cry.

Noone ever told me, I would realise.

Noone told me, no one would here my cries.

Maybe I am, Over exaggerating.

Who want to hear my troubles any way.

I’ll try and try and try, To make myself believe again.

That I’m very much okay.

With a tear stained face,

I realise it’s something you can get rid of.

Just hoping I’ll be free... by God’s grace.

Noone’s to blame,

People die everyday.

I’m scared of how close we are to my day.

Today is the day when all my pain came.

I love you God so I won’t ask why.

If you didn’t give this to me, it would’ve gone to someone else.

All I want to do is fall on my knees and cry.

No one ever told me, I would realise.

No one told me, no one would here my cries.

Maybe I am, Over exaggerating.

Who want to hear my troubles any way.

I’ll try and try and try, To make myself believe again.

That I’m very much okay.

Maybe just maybe,

I will survive.

I’ve been living with a burden,

The pain cuts like a knife.

From anyone who suffers from RHD.