My eyes travelled across the room wandering off without a trace of thoughts. Mind was blank and my feet were tapping as I tried to patiently wait for the secretary to call me in.
Glancing at the clock and then looking down to my watch because I didnt actually see what the clock had said made me a bit more nervous.
It was the first time I tried this whole talking with a random stranger thing, and I wasnt sure if this was the best route for me.
Would I necessarily feel better just because I talked? These thoughts haunted me as my name was called in.
"Jungkook, you can enter just through that door." I nodded as I panicked on whether or not to say thank you. It all happened too fast so I wasnt able to show my gratitude toward the man at the front desk.
Knocking before entering I heard a smooth, "come in," and I followed his orders. The clicks of my shoes allowed me to register that I had moved, and I soon sat on the couch next to me.
I was tempted to hug the pillow next to me or simply touch it out of habit, but I didnt want my therapist to already know in the first thirty seconds upon my entering that I had problems.
Not that a therapist wouldn't know their patients would at least have some sort of problem....
Smiling at my stupid antics while my head was down for being too scared of making eye contact, I choked on my own spit as I said, "h-hi, I'm Jungkook."
Slowing turning my head upwards, I was able to see his lips. He was smiling.
I could see his mouth moving, but a single word he was saying was not entering my head.
Me being desperate to see more, my view went upwards to the point I can see his nose and cheeks. His skin was flawless and his nose had sloped down in a breath taking manner.
The charm this man had was mindblowing and I couldnt help but want to stare at his eyes... and I regretted it.
That's when I knew I fell into a hole I could never get out of.
He was simply beautiful.
