shattered pieces

In My Head😈

My head is occupied every minute
Suicide in my mind every season
Don't know the he'll I'm doin
Wish the ground would open and suck me in

Life is getting harder and harder by the clock
Had a lot planned now I cant fulfill my goals
Failure is gon be my best friend
Since I've lost most of those
I'm loosing my faith I can't even locate hope .

I was nine years old when I first met my old man
He told me one day you going to make me proud
I lied i mean I wished that's what he wouldve told me instead
He said I was an abomination of his kind
How was that my fault I was only nine
He made me believe I could never be good enough
I wish he was here to see how I turned out.