Y/N L/N's feet were blue, on the verge of being black due to the chilly weather. She was walking through the woods now, picking her way between the snow and broken twigs, moving in what she hoped was a Westerly line. She guessed the time was one to three in the morning, with the moonlight shining down on her. Though the hour nor the date were any importance to her. For her, time had been broken and shattered, some pieces holding on, others lost.
With the moonlight shing down through the whole woods made it look dreamlike. What was not dreamlike was the heavy, deep ache in her chest, the feeling of grief that made her head feel swollen, each breathe feeling as if it she was getting a bruise. She wanted to weep, although she didn't have a single clue why.
The aching seemed distant now, as if she was feeling another person's pain.
Please let me wake up, she pleaded. Let me wake up knowing all this was a dream instead of the cruel reality. A cruel reality I'm sure I don't want to fucking face.
Let go Y/N. Your family is now something from the past. Something that is clearly not important any longer.
No! Like hell, I'll believe that! Any second I'll wake up and see my precious family again, well and alive shithead!
Do you truly believe that is possible?
I have to believe. I got no choice. God would want me too.
You stopped believing N/N. You stopped when you believed your Jason was going to live, look where that lead you, depressed and him now six feet under. If God is love, why is there so much hate? If God is love, why are we supposed to fear him? What makes you think now that you will or can ever see your family again? Remember Y/N, if there is no God, there is no heaven. If there is no heaven, your family is gone.
And with that realization, the pain in her stomach exploded, it dropped her to her knees, to the snowy ground. She shrieked with pain then, not having the power to control it. For a while, she could only sob and gasp for breath.
She wept and trembled and muttered out loud, " Forgive me." She then collapsed face first to the wet snow where there was nothing but the chill and the damp wetness of melting snow.
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(Zack and the others wont be introduced until chapter 4-7)
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