Everything and everyday when I write poems, I write pouring my life into every word and I mean everything, every bit of every line because that's who I am, I can't Control nor change, it flows through all my capillaries, they are more like hormones, NATURAL, life doesn't always go as planned, but I live it with every strand of my hair on my head, with determination of an 🐜 ant is how I make it to the next day, I don't care if I sound weak,,but my BFF is what it costs me every nanosecond of my life when I breathe weakly without hope, you gave me strength for every heartbeat, you meant every molecule in the oxygen I breathe, beauty of poetry
You were the direction I was willing to devote to, all my life, you were my better half, it was something more than love, your blood flowed in my veins and my heart was healthy because you fed it with your love and it grew fond of you. Monstrous fire burned down every corner of my heart, help me decide what I should lose, I'm in tears, long unbearable cold nights, my best friend or my life, because it seems I have to make a choice, you might care but by now you already know I'm hurting, I need my best friend back. I can't keep waiting for the Lord and you at the Same time, you are like a cup bearer, if the drink is poisoned, we die, my life depends on you.
