Chapter 4: Just Let me hold you.
Stop dad. I can hear him think, wow she's beautiful. I look at myself and realize, I'm naked. I quickly cover myself, but he is there instantly. Touching me, everywhere. I feel horrible and scream.
My eyes shoot open and I realize, It was just a dream. I quickly sat up and made sure that I wasn't naked. I heard the slight noise of snoring coming from Jak and Shane.
I looked at the clock 2:37 in the morning. I rub my eyes and I know that I won't be able to go back to sleep without talking to someone about my dreams.
I stood up from the bed and walked into the kitchen, I opened the cabinet and yanked out a cup. I turned the sink on and filled the cup with some water. I drank it gone and then opened the door, to make sure that no one was around while I did this.
I knocked on Mr. Vega's door and he opened it, obviously woken up from sleeping. His hair was everywhere and he had on just sweatpants and no shirt, god he was ripped.
"Leena, are you OK?" He whispered, pulling me into his room and pushing his hair to the side. I nodded and sat on his king sized bed. He took a seat next to me.
"I just had a bad dream and I couldn't go back to sleep, and I didn't want to wake up Jak or Shane." I said, staring at the ground under his perfectly sized feet.
"Well, what was it about?" He asked, leaning back on the messy sheets on the bed.
"Promise you won't tell anyone..." I questioned. He nodded and smiled,
"My dad, when he was with my mom and I was 16, he tried to....um...rape me..." I saw fear and surprise and anger in his eyes.
Tears started blurring mine.
"Leena, I didn't...Oh my god... Are you OK... Did he hurt you...I'll fucking kill him." He said, looking over my body. It was the first time I'd ever heard him cuss and he retracted the words after they fell from his tongue.
"Mr....Ben...He didn't hurt me. But, I've been having dreams and I can never go back to sleep unless, I have someone next to me. And, Shane and Jak will be too touchy touchy, so I was wondering if I could sleep in here, with you." I turned red after saying that last part, I didn't want to sleep with him like that. I just needed someone to sleep with.
"Leena, I don't know..If they catch me sleeping in the same bed as a student, I might get fired."
"You don't have too, I just will go back with Jak or something," I said, picking myself up from his bed and begin walking towards the door, I felt something grab my hips and pull me back to him.
"Get back here." He said, holding my hips in his hands. I felt uncomfortable that my teacher was holding me that way, but with him it felt good.
"Ben, please let me stay." I whispered, touching his messy hair on the back of his neck.
He led me over to the bed and set me down on the bed, I laid down under the sheets which smelt like his cologne. I felt him slip underneath the sheets and touch my hips, and the back of my thigh.
"Just, let me hold you." He whispered, as his forehead cameinto contact with mine. His mouth smelt, of minty toothpaste. I smiled at the scent.
"Can I do something first?" I managed to say, before he nodded against my face. I took my mouth and pressed it against his. At first he didn't kiss back, but a few seconds later he did. It felt perfect, like my lips were meant to be on his lips only.
I let go and nuzzled into his neck, "Goodnight Ben." I whispered, before dozing off.
