"I'm not dead yet! I don't know what you're talking about or even if what you say is the truth, but I'm not dead so just stop blaming yourself and tell me what's going on!" I shouted as I grabbed his arm.
"I..." he averted his eyes, but I pulled him towards me, forcing him to look me in the eyes.
"Tell me!"
A chuckle escaped his chest as a warm grin formed on his lips, "You haven't changed a bit. Even though you lost your memories and we lost our first child, you still are the strong, beautiful woman I fell in love with and married"
"Ch-child? Ma-married?!" I stuttered as my head began to throb.
"Yeah... We randomly met, fell in love, got married, and eventually had a child who died a few months before you... it was because of this you and I decided to change the past in hopes of saving our child's life, but in the process I eventually led you to your death... a downward spiral I could never change no matter how many times I went back... because of my foolish suggestions to you long ago, I ended up making you suffer death many times... and... I had to see you dying in my arms over and over again. The pain of seeing you like that was enough to make any man mad... and now... like always you will die and the cruel cycle will continue once more..."
"No..."