So uh, if you read The first part then you know that there was a guy who liked me. I don't think he likes me anymore but someone else does.
Anyways, my only female bestfriend is dating my crush... and she doesn't know that I like him still. They've been dating for a few weeks and maybe a month, and they had sex. They trusted me with the secret. I mean, I'm not saying their names so it won't really matter. No one really knows personal info on me.
Anyways, they hug everyday and kiss every day... why is it that the one person that I like, likes my bestfriend. And the worst part is that we're all friends so I have to bury the pain deep inside of me so that no one would know.
How do you give up on a crush?
I don't even know why I like him. I don't want to. It pains me all the time. If hanahaki was real, then I'd be dead or I wouldn't feel love...
I love him. Yes, love.
I love him, but I want to let go...
