I Miss You Daddy

Chapter 1

~4 years old~

"Mommy, Can you take me to where daddy is? I really miss him" Belle ask her mother

"Baby... Its so far f-from here an-"

"But i miss him so much, Can you take me to him? please? mommy?" The baby plead

"I miss him too.. baby-"

"Then why can't we go there?" She ask

"Because its so far baby, Soon you'll understand baby." Her mother said

"When is he going home, mommy?"

"I-i don't know baby, Soon"

"But i want to see him, mommy! why can't i go there?" She cried looking to her mother's glassy eyes

"Uncle Niall.. w-will going to be here, you should start preparing" Her mother said

"Okay" Belle said and walk to her room

Her mother stared at her while she's walking to her room with a tear full eyes, She don't know what to tell her every time she ask about her father. She's just a kid (4 years old) to understand. She heard a knock, knowing who it is she stand up and walk to the door.

Opening it with a glassy eyes, Revealing the two person she needed the most. Niall and Gemma smiling to her but faded and turn to worry when they saw her with a tears in her eyes.

"What happened?" Gemma ask

"She's asking about her father again, I-i I don't know what to tell her, She always say that she miss him so much and i just don't know what to tell her, She just a kid... She needs him, we need him here with us, She need a father.." She cried and Gemma hug her and Niall gives her a tap on the shoulder

"We should get inside," Niall said and they all walk inside the house, Belle's sitting on the couch she run to Niall and smile

"Uncle Niall, can you help me?" She ask grabbing his hand

"Of course, what is it?" He ask

"Come to my room," She said and smile

"Okay, Lets go" He said and they both walk to belle's room, its just a simple room not big not small either. Pink walls and toys around and a bed at the middle of the room, "You can sit on my bed," She said and Niall sat down at the corner of the bed and look at her

"So, what is it?" He ask

"D'you know where my daddy is, uncle Niall?" She ask

"Umm.. He's far away, belle"

"How far is it?"

"So far-"

"But why daddy is still not home? I saw him sleeping on the bed, uncle, why isn't he moving?"

"Hey, listen your daddy is fine. I'm sure he too want to see you but he-"

"Mommy said, he's in heaven.. D'you know how to go there, you have a car! you can take me there, uncle Niall! can we go there and visit, daddy, maybe he's lonely and sad there. We can visit him and bond then we can also bring him with us, can we uncle Niall?"

"Yes, of course.. But not now baby girl,"

"Can you take a video of me and send it to daddy, so he can watch it and don't be lonely anymore?" She ask looking up to him and he just nodded

-Video-

"Hello daddy! Its been a year now, mommy told me you're in place called heaven and they say its really far and you're happy there and safe and i can't go there if i'mm not a good girl. And i think i'm already a good girl, daddy, i can go there! But uncle Niall said not now, mom too said it. They say i can go there 'soon', so see you soon, daddy. Can you go home now? I really want to see you, I miss you so much daddy. Mommy said when i turn like this, (her five fingers) i will start going to school and i want you to be there with mom and me, Come home daddy, mom always cooked your favorite foods and i always eat em' all because mom said you'll be happy to see me eating 'em.. Can you hear me daddy? Can you see me daddy? Can you come home now and eat with us everyday? and play with me? I want you here with us, daddy... Mommy is always sad, Can you come home now and make her smile and laugh everyday? Can you go home now, daddy? me and mom always go to the park, mom said you always bring me there when i'm still a baby, can you go with us? There's a lot of kids in there too, they're with their daddy's too and i want them to meet you, daddy. I want to play with you, daddy. We can run around and play something you want if you just come home,daddy. Mom, you and me, daddy. Mommy said you like to sing, i want to hear you sing or your voice, daddy. Please, come home now? Don't you miss me? or mommy? because we miss you, daddy. And we want you here with us, everyday. I love you daddy and i miss you so much, daddy.. bye" (i know there's some wrong words there, she's still a baby)

Niall stood there silently tears threatening to fall; staring at the little girl in front of him, she's crying. He press the stop button and kneeled in front of her. She's too little to understand.

"Belle, Can you look at uncle Niall for a minute?" He ask and belle look at him

"Your daddy will be sad if he saw you crying, belle, He want to see you smile not cry" He said and wiped the tears in her cheek

"But he's not here,"

"He is here, somewhere."

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I just :( I hope you like it.

-A