~12 years old~
"Hi there, dad. How are you? I hope you're alright and happy there. I'm already twelve years old, dad! And my birthday is just mind blowing! Uncle Zayn, Louis, Niall and Liam surprise me! I don't really like parties but i had fun! But its a lot more fun if you're there with us. Uncle Niall taught me how to play guitar, yesterday, and its not that hard. Uncle Niall, told me that you can also play guitar and sing really well! and the five of you are singers! I forgot the name, i'll just ask mom later.. I start high school, dad, and maybe i'm honorable.. Are you proud of me? Are you watching me everyday at school? Did you see them tease me? Don't worry, dad, i'm fine and beside they're just joking and i don't mind it at all. I still do have a friends! Uncle Zayn's son is also attending my school, but i'm a year older than him, I'm on the soccer team too, dad, i also play basket ball and volleyball. I'mm also sporty, dad. Mom said the five of you always play soccer for charity and it inspired me, so i also try and play. I also have my best friend with me, I'm just a newbie so i'm not that good, yet, but i'll practice everyday with uncle louis and William, its his son. The youngest, he's only 5 years old and he do love playing ball games! oh and uncle Niall sometimes come along and play with us, And sometimes uncle Liam will just pop out and play with us! They're really so nice, dad! I wish you're here with us. Uncle Niall, also gave me a guitar just simple one.. Its his birthday present for me, and i ask them if they can sign it and they all sign it! Mom and aunt's too! Its really funny, dad. Can you see us from there or heard us, dad? I always pray to god to keep your company so you wouldn't get bored and lonely.. I really miss you, daddy. Its been so long, dad, since you left.. Nine years, and so. I start thinking about college, dad.. D'you think i can be a singer like you? or a music teacher? because i really love music like you do, Do you think i can sing well? because thats what they told me.. Can you hear me singing in there dad? Are You watching me? Do you want me to sing for you? I really like your songs, your band i mean. And i always listen to some of them before i sleep, it relax me.. Okay i'll sing something for you, dad. Mom said she love you, dad, she always do and always will.
Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Mom said she really love that song, so maybe you also love it. I'll sing to you little things on the next video because i really need to do my homework! Mom will be mad! I miss you dad and i love you.. bye"
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-A
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I Miss You Daddy
Historia CortaBelle's only 3 years old when her father died, she keep asking her mother where her father go and her mom just keep saying that her father is in heaven now were he's safe and of course as a kid she don't know what heaven is. She miss him so much, wh...
