How tf do you take a innocent girl, that trusted you, with everything, her heart, body and all && shatter allat shit, she still tries to fwu because she see nothing but the good in you, she loves you, gave you everything she could, you were her firs...
TIME SKIP Pangea I finished getting dressed in a long sleeve white supreme shirt with some black biker shorts and a supreme fanny pack with my red Baliciagas on. Then I put my hair into a bun.
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Everybody in the house was either packing or cleaning. Tomorrow is our last day being here. I'm kinda ready to go home, A LOT done happened.
Dewayne been avoiding me since the whole sex thing happened. I feel used and hurt because I fooled myself into thinking this nigga actually liked me... bc well shit I liked him. I'm so retarted for letting him hit anyway.
I recently found out that Jazmyn lives in Chicago too. I can't believe I haven't seen her this whole time! Me and her gone be together more often. I really missed my bitch lmao.
"Bear, you still packing?" Olivia said coming into my room. I'm the only one who's been nice to her since she got caught cheating on jazz. I mean yeah I'm mad at her but I don't wanna be fake and just stop being friends with her.
"Umm yeah, why?" I asked looking at her in my doorway. "Oh I was just asking since Ion got nobody else to talk to" she said looking down at the floor.
"Girl why the fuck you cheat anyway?" I asked her getting irritated at the situation all over again. "I- idk I just wanted more, you know like more than what she could offer" she said smirking like shit was funny.
"Bitch get out" I said walking away from her "wait what so now you wanna be fake too" she said standing up like she was gone do sum. "For one jazz my friend and I'm not finna sit here and act like you cheating ain't none wrong" I said walking close to her "and two, bitch don't stand up like you gone do shit if you not tf" I said scrunching my eye brows at the last part.
"Bitch fuck you and yo dirty ass friends, that's why you a hoe and you let dee fuck you the first day y'all met" she yelled getting in my face "girl back up and speak on what you know bc who ever the fuck you got yo info from is not a reliable source" I told her quoting Cardi b. The room started to get crowded and I guess that gave her a lil courage.
She pushed me so I punched her in the face then she swung back hitting me in my jaw. I just started throwing punches then I grabbed her ponytail and started going in. She pushed me on the ground and got on top and started swinging so I pushed her over and got on top and then somebody lifted me off of her.
I was mad because why they pull me off after she done got on top already like noooo. Then I seen Jazmyn run in the room and started beating Olivia ass. "Yessss that's my sisterrrrr" I yelled into the room.
"Aye aye chill ma" the deep voice said as they broke up the fight then I turned around and it was Dewayne. I rolled my eyes and walked downstairs. Fuck that nigga.
He came downstairs to me and grabbed my arm. "Don't touch me" I said snatching away from him. "Look lemme explain bear" he said trynna keep up with my pace. "Pangea" I said correcting him. Then I walked back up stairs to talk to the girls.
He stood at the bottom of the stairs looking stupid as fuck.
Omniscient Everybody was done packing and ready to go in the morning. They were leaving at 4:30am so they decided to eat dinner then go to sleep. Pangea sat in her room thinking about how dee fucked her, ignored her then all of a sudden wants to talk.
Pangea believed in the saying "you don't get to pick and choose when you wanna fuck with me" and if those are your intentions then you might as well leave her be.
She was drifting off to sleep when she heard her door open. She looked up at the door and it was dee. She just ignored his presence.
He climbed into her bed. "What is you doin?" Pangea asked "shhhh" he told her. He laid down next to her and pulled her close and layed on her chest while wrapping his arms around her.
"Why ar-" she started to say but was interrupted by his small quiet snores. She layed back and just went to sleep.
Little did she know... he was in his room thinking about her... he couldn't sleep knowing he did her wrong, he wasn't comfortable, it just didn't sit right with him. So he went to her room to get that comfort. He liked her and he wanted her all to himself. He was willing to be loyal to her. Even if it takes a thousand tries he was hoping she would would give him a chance.
4:00am (omniscient) Pangea woke up feeling something heavy on her chest. She thought last night was a dream. She didn't want it to be but she hoped that it would be. She didn't want the confusion between the two. She wanted to know exactly what he wanted and how she felt about the situation herself and where they stand.
But she really didn't know how to feel about dee at the moment. It's almost as if she wanted him but she was scared she to be with him. She didn't want her heart broken all over again... that's a story for another time.
Pangea lift his head off of her, he woke up and grabbed her hand. "Where you going?" He asked furrowing his eye brows. "We have to get up so we can catch our flight" she explained.
"Okay" he said to her then got up and headed to the door. He turned and looked at her then walked out the room.
He was also scared to be with her because he felt as if he was gonna fuck it up. He was confused as to why he had never felt this feeling in so long ... that's a story for another time.
Pangea I went into the bathroom and did my hygiene routine then walked back into my room and grabbed a black shirt , some leggings and some undergarments. Then finished getting ready.
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I grabbed my suit case and put it down stairs with every body else's and went into the den with every body, surprisingly Karin was down there too without Vanessa. I never had a problem with her it's always Vanessa. I didn't have a problem with Vanessa at first but she just never liked me and she saw that I wasnt paying her no attention so she started picking. And I'm not no hoe so I'm gone step tf.
But anyway Olivia wasn't down stairs either.
"Hey y'all" I said sitting down in a bean bag.
"Heyyyy" they all said back. "Y'all ready?" I asked them.
"Yeah lessgo" Nahmir said standing up, damn near sleep.
"Boy sitcho ass in the passenger seat too" vadah told him. "Nah I'm driving bae" he said turning around to look at her.
"No you not, you look tired" she told him while taking the keys from him walking out the den. "Huhhh" he huffed like a little kid and following behind her. I just laughed at them. They so cute... mbn
We all got into the cars and drove to the airport. We pulled up to the airport and grabbed our suitcases.
We walked in side and waited for the plane to arrive. When the plane finally arrived we boarded the flight and headed back home.
