may 22, 2019
5:13pm
mother sea, I wonder, /
where shall they cut me open to find my soul? /
where does my spirit lie when I look away? / unsuspecting, carefree / she may be running free in the hills of a far away land / while I am heavy with mania /
my soul my soul, my egregious soul .. / my tragedy .. /
how awful, mother sea, is my yearning /
I lie down in ur womb and dissolve over eons of grieving / my love is eternal and so shall be my soul / but this body...my body full of haunted treasures, a touch that lingers / where shall I put my body to rest? /
where does my soul hide in these days of stark sunlight? / I call out to her and the response is a mere echo /
opheliac-beauty / palms up, tendrils of hair crowning my doll-face / i think I shall search for my soul now..
do you hear that? / your soul is calling out to you / it's time to come back home