Part Four

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I never told Ambrose enough that I loved him so much, he was one of the best people to come into my life and I was so grateful to have met him.

I never told my family enough how much I cherished every memory, even if I was just being a teenager and acting like I didn't care, I really did. I love you all so much.

Mum you're so strong, I looked up to you always even if it didn't seem it, you're all I wanted to be. I love you, thank you for being the most supportive person and best mom anyone could ask for, don't forget how strong you are, you'll get through this.

Katie, even if you annoyed me, you were the best little sister anyone could ask for, I hope you forever hold on to the memories we have together and I hope you grow up to be the person I couldn't. You're a strong and smart girl, please remember that. Achieve your best for me please...

I'm sorry to all my friends and anyone else this affects, I wasn't strong enough to keep holding on but please don't be sad. I'll be happy now, I will no longer feel this pain that's eating at me.

I'm sorry,

Elena

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I looked at the last words I wrote while my hands shook the paper violently, I sat down against my wall letting the pills overtake my body. I held onto the pages as my eyes started rolling into the back of my head and the foam started to froth out of my mouth. Tears start falling but this is it, I did it.

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