Spoken Anxiety [COMPLETED]

Am i Smiling?

This fourteen years of my life...

I was empty.

Hurt.

Betrayed.

Manipulate.

Badmouth.

Bullied.

Misunderstood.

Left behind

And stabbed behind.

You advice me to laugh, I laugh.
You advice me to cry, I cry.
You advice me to open up, and I did.

But still that ain't enough..

Words are really are convincing.

A lie that nobody ask for.

A lie that nobody wishes for.

So come ask me,

"AM I SMILING?"