Spoken Anxiety [COMPLETED]

I don't understand

WHY DOES IT HURT?

I don't know

I tried what you want me to do

I tried to be someone just to impress you, hoping that you will feel the same way.

I lied about being someone you want me to be, but why are you angry about it? Isn't this what you wanted?

Your words shatter my heart to pieces as I listen to the harsh words.

Sometimes you're happy, sometimes you don't

I don't understand you

And I don't understand what's happening right now

I also don't want to understand it, because I'm afraid that you'll leave me