The Alpha's Lost Luna

Untitled Part 5

Courtney's point of view

About a week has passed and I have spent a lot of time in my bedroom. Jeff has not pushed me in any way and I have begun to trust him a bit. He has stayed busy helping the pack and doing the things needed for it. I am currently sitting down on the little bae window I have in my bedroom. The door is locked and I don't let anyone in unless its to give me food.  Jeff has tried to talk to me but I haven't been very open persay over the last few days.

"Courtney you have a visitor." Jeff says knocking on my door.

"I'm not really in the mood for visitors." I say.

"COurtney you have a total of 10 seconds to open tis door." Someone says and I would know that voice anywhere.

I sigh but go and open the door coming face to face with both Mel and Jeff.

"Hi Mel." I say giving her a hug.

"Hi dear." She says.

"Give me a  few minutes." She says to Jeff getting him to leave us alone.

"What's going on?" She questions.

"I can't stop thinking about what they did to me. I want more than anything to trust Jeff but his power and authority reminds me so much of the others." I say.

"I understand that love. You don't have to tell him what they did to you yet but I think it would bennifit both of you if you told him how you are feeling and why. He might be able to try to control some of his alpha tendencies some more when he is around you." She says.

"Yeah I am just worried about what he will do when he finds out I wasn't treated the best throughout my life."I say.

"I know love just trust him. Love is built on trust and it isn't like he is going anywhere anytime soon." she says.

"I will talk to him." I say.

"Today." She says.

"Today." I conform.

"Come visit sometime okay?" She asks getting up and getting ready to leave.

"I will. I promise."

She nods her head and leaves the room and no doubt out the front door.

I levae my room for the first time in the last few days and walk over to Jeffs office. I knock on the door and he answeres with a come in. I walk in and his eyes autimadically look up.

"Courtney what a surprise." He says a smirk on his face.

"Is it though?" I ask raising my eyebrow.

"I had to do something and you don't know me enough to talk to me so I went to someone who you would talk to. Can you balme me though? I was getting worried." He says.

"I know. Can we talk for a second?" I ask starting to get worried.

"Yeah of course why don't we sit on the couch." He offers.

I nod my head and he walks over there as do I. I sit criss cross applesauce facing him.

"I was not always in a good foster home. Sometimes I would be witheald food, I would hae to where the same 3 outfits, I wouldn't be allowed out of my room for weeks on end. I became really indapendednt really fast. When Mel found me I had just ran away from my 12th foster home and she opened her house to me. I was transferred over to her foster home officially. Whenever I went to a new foster home most of the time it would be a male figure that would cause me harm." I say.

"So you have issues with male authority figures. That is why you are slow to trust me." He says almost like a lightbulb is going off in his head.

"Yes. If you could put aside some of your Alpha tendencies that would probablycause me to trust you faster." I say.