Lonely 3000

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So yeah... i lost my closest friend.
I really don't understand what i'm doing wrong.
I always help my friends and try to meet eith them often but it seems like im not interesting enough. They always find other, "better" friends and i'm always left alone. And i am the kind of person who thinks: "if they don't need/want me, i don't need/want them too."
So i begin to isolate myself from these so called friends. But after that i suddenly become interesting for them and they keep asking why i am isolating myself. As if i was the one who started everything. I only treat people how they treat me and somehow i am always the bad one.

Is it too much to ask for? A friend?

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