past life

1/3/2030

Its been a few days since I passed out,I feel different not a bad different like a good different.I look around and sees nothing has changed which is good. My mom walks in and ask "how are you feeling" I glare at her "like you care". My mom sighs and looks at me "I know your older sister death anversity is is coming soon but doesn't mean you have to snap at me". I get up "get out", she gets up and leaves and I start to cry "damit". I get changed into black sweats and a jacket not caring what I look like today, I brush my hair alittle and walks out of my room down to the kitchen to grab a apple. I walk to jack and james house trying not to cry and people look at me and I snap "what do you want". They all look away quickly and I sighs walking up to their house and knocks on the door.jack open the door and looks at me worried "come in" I walks in and he hugs me knowing what today is. James walk up to us " I will go make some tea go sit down mia", I look at James "ok" I go sit down and Jack looks at me "wanna talk about it?". James walks back in and back hugs jack making sure he doesn't cry because he crys when one of his firends are crying. I look up at them "well you guys have heard it before but it's my sister death anniversary and it's been 12 years since she died and I still remember it like it happened yesterday. The both of them look at me worried and I contuine "she was murdered, we were alone in the house one night and I was watching tv in the living room while she was cooking and I heard a strange noise like foot steps so I told her".I trys to calm down and I keeps talking "she grab the gun we have in our house and walks upstairs to investigate what the noise was, I stayed downstairs calling 911 and I heard her screaming". I start to cry "I ran upstairs and saw her getting stabbed multiple times by him, I just foze not able to do anything I just watched her die in front of me". I start to cry harder "I heard the sirens from the police cars on the distance and he was about ready to jump out the window and he turned to me and said in his scratchy voice " your next" "he jumped out of the window and I just stand there my sister body next to me mutilated with multiple stab wounds dead". I try to calm down "I haven't seen it yttyty tty the guy since but every day I feel like I am being followed by him..my mom doesn't believe that he is coming after me she just tells me to get over it but I can't I miss her so much I miss Emily" I say while crying hard.Jack hugs me and says "you can stay with us tonight we have a spare room you can sleep in*. I look at them and hugs them both "thank you". James looks at me "we are like your gay dad's", I start to laugh alittle "my firends are my gay dad's now I am going to head to sleep". Both of them said together "ok night" I look at them "night". When I get into the spare room I lay down on the bed and fall asleep. I looks around and see the girl the one that was in the mirror I walk up to her and a border keeps me from getting to her she looks at me and says "she misses you too". I wake up in a cold sweat and looks around "wait it was just a dream" I lay there not able to fall back asleep.