past life

1/4/2030

1/4/2030

I wake up from a deep slumber and I look around thinking "I should head home soon before my mom becomes rageing gorilla", I get up and change into a black tangtop and black jeans and converse. I walk downstairs and jack tackles me " you are going to eat no running away this time". "Damit come on jack I need to go" I look at him and he shakes his head "sorry not leaving yet James made pancakes. My eyes lit up " ok I am staying now" I go over to the table and eat with them talking about what's going on in the world,after we all get finish eating I say goodbye to them and start walking home. While walking I get this flashback of a school looks like a elementary school kids are playing outside in the playground they look like there having fun. One of the little kids come up to me and says "mom is it ok to be gay?". I wanted to say yes so bad but I can't only the person eyes I am seeing this though can speak and she says "no honey if you are you will go to hell". I see the kid face which is sad and I start crying knowing what it's like to be told something like that, next thing I know all of them are laying on the floor dead and there is something glowing I go to walk to it but I come back to reality and almost get ran over by a car. People ask me if I am ok and I tell them "I am fine", as I was walking home I see the same school I saw in the flashback and I stare at it and think "should I go in?". As I stand there for awhile I walk inside and looks around it all old and rusted it looks to be abandoned so many years ago. While I am walking i fell like someone else is there with me so I start walking faster, all of the sudden someone is in front of me and I pull out the gun that I carry with me "what do you want". She puts her hands up quickly "come on dude calm down I  was just walking around". I look at her and put my gun down alittle "name". She looks at me anooyed "why should I tell you". I look at her and point at the gun " I will shoot you if you don't bitch", she sighs and looks at me "Alec". I put the gun down and looks at her and she is wearing a black worn out crop top and her hair is black with blue tips and she is wearing rappied jeans and boots "names mia". We sit and talk for awhile and we get along really good and Alec hands me something "I found it and thought you might like it" she hands me and neckless with a rainbow heart on it. I look at alec and smiles "thank you I love it", she smiles widely and sees that the sun is going down "well I have to head home can we hangout sometimes". I look at her and smiles "sure see you later", she gets up and looks at me "bye cutie" she runs off. I sit there blushing alittle and starts walking home thinking "cutie?". When I got home I changed into sweats and tangtop and lays down on the bed falling asleep and I still have the heartneckless on and smiles on sleep thinking about Alec.