Scared of Love

CHAPTER 1

In this world they believe that love is a heavenly feeling, knowing that someone cares for you, always by your side whenever there's a problem..

Comfort you when you're in stress or depress
How fortunate for people those who experience that kind of feeling
Whenever I'm in the streets walking alone, seeing couples who adoringly love each other ..

I feel envy and somehow scared...

Natatakot dahil baka mangyari na naman ang nakaraan ..

Hi, I'm Happelia De Roveira
19 years old, still studying in Noir Rivier Academy (NRA)
I'm a 3rd year college student having a part-time job in a 4 star hotel..
My parents died in a disease that's called aneurysm, a brain disease..
I was 12 years old that time and I didn't know that they are in a critical condition.

The cause of their death isn't the disease but suicide.
In the morning when I wake up, I go to their room to see if they are awake.

Sa aking pag bukas ako'y nagulat..

Bumungad sa akin ang dalawang katawan na magkahawak kamay..

Kama na puno ng dugo, hinanap ko ang sanhi at nakita ko na may dalawang dagger na nasa ibaba ng kama...

Tears fall into my eyes and I immediately call an ambulance

Pagdating, kinuha nila ang katawan ng parents ko at dinala sa hospital..

I was crying all the time and praying silently to god that for them to be safe..

Nang lumabas ang doctor lumapit siya sa akin and said,
"I'm sorry they didn't make it".

After that, my world suddenly collapse because of the news.

I was taken care of my auntie but when I'm highschool she went to abroad and promise to come back.

I wait, but she didn' t come back

Sa araw na iyon, napag-desisyunan ko na mag balat buto para sa aking hinaharap...

Well, back to the present..

I'm now walking to NRA to attend my first period..
I supposed it's still early because there are only few of my classmates in the room..

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