Niall's big break

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*NIALL'S P.O.V

I get butterflies around her, but Luke's already hit on her, and I'm pretty sure Michael likes her. The way he looks at her, his eyes are practically drowning in sorrow for yelling at her. How can I compete with those two Australian lads.

Stop it your just psyching yourself out. I need flowers, but what kind?... Roses are too cheesy, she's allergic to tulips ,but orchids are perfect. I cant take it the stress is killing me I have to call Zayn he'll know what to do. I pick up my phone and dial Zayns number.

"Um hey man Could you please pick up your phone I have a problem, and I need your help with something that has to do with Jessie, it's urgent. But if you get this after like 8 tonight, I dont need your help my love life will already be six feet under.. alright um bye."

I felt my hand trembling with anger and panic, as if my arm had a brain of its own. I threw my brand new iphone 5s at the wall, crying, I tuck my head in my shirt so no one could see and ask what wrong, but of course someone saw.... Ashton. He ran over to me, "What's wrong?!" He asks, worry clear in his voice. I just shake my head frantically, and run away. I was trembling with panic and fear, I need to stop Jesse will be here soon,and she can't know about my disorder, It'll ruin all chances of a relationship with her.. She'll think i'm a freak, I can't take that.

I hear the doorbell ring, "SHUT UP I'M COMING!" I yell, thinking it was just one of the boys. I wiped the tears from my face and put on a Ramones shirt with some jean getting ready for whoever was at the door. When I open the door I saw Jessie. Se looked beautiful I must've been staring at her for a while because her cheeks turned a adorable pink and she turned away in embarrassment.

"Oh, um, come in I mean if you want to i'm not going to um tell you to wait at the door or anything... it's just uhh... umm... I'm so sorry.." I trailed off, I forgot I invited her to my flat.

*FLASHBACK TO EARLIER THAT DAY*

Send to Jesse<3:

Hey I was just wondering if maybe you could come over to just hang out so we can get to know each other since we really haven't spoken a lot since we met....

Jesse<3:

um yea sure ill be there in 20 K?

Send to Jessie<3:

K see ya then xox

*END FLASHBACK*

She steps into my flat looking around, "Um where is your bathroom...?" She asks nervously.

"Oh uh... down the hall straight ahead into my room, and its the door on the left, the other ones my closet."

"Oh ok, thanks" she spoke quickly blushing as she sped away.

*JESSES P.O.V.*

OK so down straight ahead, there's his room. I open the door too see his room a complete mess; there were papers everywhere, one had my name on it, so out of pure curiosity I opened it. It read said,

Dear Jesse,

Your the best thing that has ever happened to me, I know we don't talk much and we just met a few days ago, I just have these feelings for you I cant explain. I'm so sorry I haven't told you earlier I just don't have the guts to. I think I..

The rest was crossed out in black ink. Wow, does he really like me like that? I think to myself repeating his words to myself Best thing thats ever happened to me.... I just have these feelings for you.... These simple words meant so much to me. He has no clue that I feel the exact same way. Suddenly, I hear footsteps coming from down the hall, Oh shit has it been that long? I think to myself. The door slowly opens and there stands a confused and scared Niall.

"Um, Jessie, why are you not in the bathroom I told you its the door right here" He points to a large yellow door that says in bold letters Bathroom.

"Oh... uh yea sorry, I was just cleaning your room it's erm... dirty," I lied. Niall looks down at my hands and his face completely flushes.

"Umm... um... can I please explain all these notes? I really don't know how much you've read.. I just re-" I hesitantly brought my lips to his shutting him up. When I pulled away his face lit up and he said "Wow I didn't know you felt that way..."

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A/N: OK sorry this chapter was very short and I just saw my book got over 100 reads omg thanks so much it means a lot. the reason its so short is I am coming out with a new fanfic titled 18 its a Muke fanfic, The first chapter is going to be up later today thanks xox Hailey

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