Chapter 1
Masyado na akong stress sa buong buwan na ito dahil maraming problem sa mga supplier namin dagdag pa ang napakaraming customers.I've been managing my own café for almost five years after I'd graduated college.I also passed the licensure examination.But,I never practiced it.
Maybe I'm not yet ready.
Wala naman akong ginagawa sa café so I decided to go out muna.I have this mini Kubo sa small mountain na pinagawa ko three years ago.Actually,hindi naman akin ang lupa but I asked consent kay Mang Menyo which is the owner.It he did allowed me.
My Kubo became my stress reliever whenever I'm stressed or something problematic for almost four years.Imbes mag-night out or clubbing I prefer going up there.
I took my purse and key then I headed out my office.
“Sis Mely,ikaw na munang bahala sa café ah at magpapahangin muna ako” habilin ko sa kasyuso ko at the same time bestfriend kong si Mely. .
She is my bestfriend since my 'Ex Friends' left me for unknown reason.I can remember how our friendship start.
Flashback...
After I'd beg for forgiveness sa di ko naman alam na dahilan bakit kelangan kyng gawin to sa mga tinuring kong kaibigan.After I'd beg for them to talk with me.To settle things.To fixed our misunderstanding.They didn't care.Kahit na lumuhod ako. It's like I'm begging to those people who thinks I don't exist.
Takbo ng takbo ang ginawa ko para hindi mahalata ng ibang students ang pag-iyak ko papunta sa likod ng building.
"For being nice for a long time? Sorry I am giving up. No matter how good you are, how nice you are, it's end up for not good enough. So tired for being a good one, there are still people who talked back on you." Pigil kong sigaw.
Nilalambas ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Napaka tanga ko!
"Despite for being true to them. I realized that even if how many years you are together, they are still don't know about you. About who you are. For those people who didn't understand me? It's okay for me. But here I am." tuloy tuloy parin ang agos ng luha ko habang input na sinisigaw ang mga nararamdaman ko..
"I AM ALWAYS THE ONE WHO UNDERSTAND, CARES AND KNOWS HOW TO LOVE THEM. "
I thought they accept me for who I am!I thought they are my sisters in heart!But looks like I just thought all of my thoughts! My wrong THOUGHTS!
"If they didn't accept me? or like me? Go! I am not stopping to anyone for not liking me. If they don't care? I don't care too."
Yun na lang ang huli ko nasabi at pinagpatuloy nalang ang paghikbi.
"Just don't mind them.Move on.Never mind other's business, do not mind somebody else's craps and trash. If you'll always consider everyone's opinion about you, to be should like that and should like this, honey, it's not freedom. Its an agreement. "
Nagulat ako dahil sa tinig na narinig.Alam kung ako ang tinutukoy nito pero hindi ako nag-angat ng tingin.I just want to be alone
"And you wouldn't love the idea of you regretting what you have made for yourself just because you want them to keep you. "
Nag-angat ako ng tingin sa sinabi niya.Si Mely pala.Tiningnan ko siya ng nagtataka.
'Why is she telling me all of these?' yan ang nasa isip ko.
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