Jens pov
By the time I had reached home room I was about 20 minutes late because Katie made me go see the pastoral carer (councillor) about why I cut.
That means I had to tell her about the whole situation with Josh and his friends bullying me. When I walk through the door everyone one stares at me. I hear Hutcherson cough under his breath "slut" I ignore him and hand my note to my home room teacher miss banks. I walk to the back of the room and sit down in the dark corner.
The bell pulls me out my thoughts and I rush to first period which is English.
..........LUNCH..........
I sit at my usual table waiting for Katie and Jena to arrive. I see them waiting in the queue for food I wish I could be as care free as them about my weight. I sigh. I chuck the sandwiches away in the bin that my mum made me while Katie and Jena weren't looking. About ten minutes later they arrive and stare at me. I know why they are staring at me. To see if I have eaten. In response I nod my head even though I know that's not true.
They start eating their dinner and I get up to go to the toilet.
"Where are you going Jen "
"Just going to the toilet Kate"
"Leave your bag me and Jena will look after it"
"K"
I am walking down the hall to the girls toilets when someone grabs my hand and pulls me into the storage closet. They turn the light and I see it is Hutcherson and I scoff. He lifts up my sleeve very carefully and I realise what he is doing I try to pull my arm back but he's to strong.
"Why do you do this to yourself Jen?"
"Let me think ummmm probably because of you and your friends bullying me "
"I'm so sorry so very very sorry Jen, I'll stop it all I promise . I never meant for this to happen to anyone especially you"
"Why not me?" I question
"Because I love you"
Then he does the unbelievable. He kisses me. For some weird reason I kiss back. My hand go to his neck and his to my waist when he suddenly pulls away. He lifts up my shirt revealing all my fat. he gasps in shock.
"Jen...?"
