You Wish

Why??? Pt.2

             Marcellus P.O.V
Last night was crazy Mianla she got skimmed by a bullet right on her ear and she slept at my house she was quiet the whole time now it's early in the morning and i can't help but look how fine she is she is so beautiful
My mom walked in my room and smiled hard and started twerking
"Momma what are you doing"
"You and MiMi are together again yall was so cute as kids she cried over you and you pouted over her with yo Angry bird looking self"
"I am fine and i like her  alot she cool peoples she just different"
"Boy yo sentimental self don't understand that i said yall was friends for the first 10 years of y'all life"She said laughing like it was a joke i was about to say something smart but i got a hold of myself
"Well that's something to consider"She put her thumb up and left out the room as soon as she closed the door Mianla woke up and bursted into tears her eyes were red and her skin was red but she is brown skinned so she looks like she hot
"What wrong you need me to call the ambulance"
"My ear it's burning "She said and i yelled so my momma can call the ambulance next thing you know she fainted
                Mianla P.O.V
I really can't hear out of my ear he really shot me his own seed
"Thank you for calling the ambulance just know you still my best friend and i love you for that  "i said then i was out again which felt like a nap because i woke up in the hospital hooked on all these things the first person i saw was Marcellus then Kamri they were the only ones here
"Mianla i'm so sorry that i blamed you i never loved him he was never anything to me he never showed the love you show me you are my mom, and my sister"Kamri said and when she said this my doctor came in the room and told me something i never wanted to hear
" Hey girly want some news"
"Yeah"
"You have nasopharyngeal carcinoma and ADHD the nasopharyngeal is why you can't hear out of your ear and your ear is bruised up bad it's here on file that you know how to sign"Dr.Pharisol said
"Yes i learned that in Pre-school after a bad infection where they implanted tubes"I said but i was very mad that he just blurted that i have ADHD that's my main reason i hate talking about my mom because she made sure i had my medicine and when my dad left i had too many outbreaks in class
"Ok and I'll go and get your medicine for the time being" She said i felt the back of my neck and i had a bump right there then she left when she left i bursted out crying
"I HATE HOW I GO THROUGH SO MUCH AND NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME I WISH I COULD GO WITH MY MOM BUT NO MY DAD HAD TO RUIN IT I HATE HIM I HATE MY LIFE"I yelled in tears that's when Marcellus came and hugged me and he said the most touching words to me
"Ma you are a beautiful intelligent independent woman and i know we just met each other but i love your smile hair attitude craziness and i think i got love for you " He said but i was hurt because he doesn't know me and he doesn't know i push people away 
"How do you love me do you know that i push people away " I said in tears about to die because he was smiling and i thought about something  what date is it i looked at the date and it was 2016 November i've been out for 3 months and he said he loves me then i had to think about what i had said before i left i quote"Thank you for calling the ambulance just know you still my best friend and i love you for that" I remember that word for word
"Yep that's what you told me before you went to the hospital  baby girl"He said the last part in a rachet girl voice
"Whenever I get out let's talk"
"Ok"
           Marcellus POV
Yep i'm back ya boy been riding since the end of august she my baby i know i'm might sound  but if you see her you will think well know i am not crazy she like a mashup of K.Michelle Kim Blac Chyna and that one momma in the hood that everybody and their daddy liked she just perfect for me i gotta tell her that i have IED because when she was yelling earlier i almost thought about choking her with that IV chord but then i had to remember that she doesn't know that i have IED  i love her but i need to tell her all about my life and be honest and then maybe we can be a couple just maybe
"She can go today"Nurse Juliandra said
"Ok tell her to be ready to go with me in about an hour"I told the nurse and she said ok and rolled her eyes as you can see i know her we went on a couple dates and she said she doesn't like me but was all over me and now she acting like she got a attitude
               Mianla P.O.V
"Mianla Marcellus told me to tell you to be ready to go with him in about an hour"She said and rolled her eyes
"Ok and keep your eyes to yourself cuz i ain't the one"I said
"You ain't gonna do nothing don't nobody want him or you "
"Make me get up " I said and got up this girl pulled my hair so then I blacked out      
                 Kamri P.O.V
I walked in and saw a trail of blood and then guess who i saw Mianla in the corner  and a lady getting up off of the floor then leaving out
"LaLa what's wrong what did she do..." I said until Mianla turned around and she had a knife in her hand
"What did you do LaLa I told you to take your meds " I semi yelled
"I didn't mean to it was by accident she...she...... she had umm...um...ummmm...get out"She said it but fast and i got her phone and called the people at the front desk  I looked back and Mianla was cutting her arms up I took the knife and threw it then I called Marcellus
               Marcellus P.O.V
I was shopping to keep my mind clear but then i got a call from her and i knew she was canceling I got in my car  next thing you know i'm at the hospital and I see Juliandra being thrown out
"Wait she tried to kill me she said she wanted to fight me and she got out of her bed"she said
"We will check the cameras"
"Yep do that and just tell that bop i'm suing her for touching me"She said
"Yep keep on talking all that about her and see what happens to you"I said i haven't took my medicine in atleast a month i walked in the hospital and saw Mianla getting her arm stitched up and then i saw Kamri crying and praying
"Kam what's going on"
"She tried to kill herself again  hate it when she does that you can turn around for one minute and next thing you know she is dying in your arms i hate when that happens she is going away slowly her illnesses affect everyone's life not just hers" She said in tears I almost teared up it hurt me to hear her cry and to know that Mianla tried to kill herself I was going to tell her something but now I will just wait  I have to make sure she's ok first I walked up to Mianla and she covered her arm and face
"Mianla what were you thinking" I semi yelled
"Who do you think you talking to first of all I was trying not to ruin your life and trying to end mine trying to make my sister's life better that's what I was doing"
"Mianla let me tell you something personal"
"Yes i'm listening"
"I have really bad anger issues and these past few months you haven't Made them any better by not taking my medicine and there's something else" she cut me off
               Mianla P.O.V
"I didn't know that i'm glad you told me"
I am very nervous because he actually said something I can relate to but he doesn't know what i know
"Why didn't you tell me that before " I said
"Because it's not something you just blurt out Can i take you out on a date??"
"If you answer this one question"  i say he nods his head
"Why didn't you tell me this before and is there anything else"
"Nope and you or nobody else could make me and actually there is one more thing "he says calmly but I cut him off
"Would you kill me like do what i have been wanting to do to myself for the longest i- i would want you to kill me it would make me happier than ever i hate my life i would love you if you did that for me" i say truthfully
"SHUT UP STOP TELLING ME YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF,  Beautiful kind and smart when it comes to you living you are the first woman that keeps me in check and at the same time you keep me happy and you are the reason I've kept sane i want you to have a GREAT education something i always wanted to do for a girl was to make sure she is smart with what she does and what you just did was complete STUPIDITY" he yelled putting emphasis on certain words
            Marcellus  P.O.V
"WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT ABOUT ME" She yells and grabs a knife
"I didn't mean to say it like that" she looked up at me and her eyes were
red no color in the pupil it was completely red and her skin turned lighter than her mocha color she looked dead in the face
"Are you serious why would you do this i'm done with this i can't take it right now"
She then took full speed and walked out of the room
              Mianla P.O.V
"They really thought that i was going to stay there let's go make this happen and then we out" I said to my friends from the west side we always go to school on the east side i can't wait til i get home i know he might think i'm crazy but that is A ok
We went into the building and my homie Janron had shot at some boy and then he shot at a girl then i got to running and i felt woozy like the air was shutting out on me and i couldn't see all i could do was here all of them shooting and janron going to get help and holding me was Marcellus my week has been bad i got shot i shot my dad don't know if he dead or alive now i'm just going crazy thinking about the fact that he might be alive and now i'm probably dying and i......i.....i................
           Marcellus P.O.V
It's been a month since they put MIanla in the hospital she ain't never been this sick and pale even before she wasn't that pale her eyes are red everytime we go in the room i see her crying and it makes me mad because if i wouldn't have said what i said and if i wouldn't have took her there she wouldn't be where she is now i love this girl and it was love at first sight i don't see why she is doing this i bought Kamri some new clothes because she can't get into the house Mianla hid the key
"Come on baby stay with me i lost your mother and i lost your sisters if i lose you all i got left is Marcellus please don't go i love you i know you and Cell might have got into a couple of arguments but now i'm just hoping  to god and praying that you come back with us no matter how many times you give up god will bring you back  just know when god sends you forward and you feel he is taking you back that just means he is ready and you are ready to shoot even farther"
My mom and Kamri have been in the room all day i've been at home on the phone with my mother i've been crying  and doing bad in school i can't concentrate i get good grades on my homework and i know everything on my test it's just i can't concentrate i hate going to school so my teachers send me homework and i make slides so i can teach it to Mianla
"Momma look at her finger "
"What"
"Look at Mianla"
"Boy you need some sleep"
"No look at her hand"
"Oh my gosh she moving"