I AM AFRAID (ATBEP45)

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A thought suddenly comes in my mind..

What if its your last day?

What if it's already MY LAST DAY?.

As I was thinking about this a fear suddenly embrace me, gives me chill and a memory of the past struck me.

"Aren't you afraid of dying?" a lady asked.

without having a second thought. I answered her confidently.

"I'm not".

A flashback of the past made me realized how naive I am and a sudden truth slaps me.

"You are scared".

Deep inside of my soul there's me trying to convince myself that I am fearless but the reality is....

I AM SCARED

Being not be able to do want you want because your existence already vanished. Not being able to see those people you love. Not able to see the beauty of life..

A DEATH that will separate you FOREVER.

People say that you must live your life to the fullest.

But.........

You must live your life doing the right thing without any regret.

You only have one life and you are the sole responsible for it.

At the end of the day you might question yourself.

"Did you have no regret living your life?"

"Did you spend your life the way you wanted?".

...........

Lots of questions.. that can no longer be answered....

But one thing is for sure... Even in unexpected place, unexpected moment and unexpected time a death might be always there waiting for us.

"Live your life without any regret"

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