Tampered Love

Chapter Four

When I opened my eyes in the morning Michael was looking at my with a childish grin on his face. I asked, "What." He responded, "Your so cute when you sleep." He smiled and laughed when he said this. I bopped his nose and got up. Right when I did this I realized I was in only his tee shirt and underpants. He looked me up and down and smirked. I hurriedly changed into my other clothes and threw his tee shirt at him. He changed quickly as well and helped me down the ladder. When we got down it was so cold I could see my breath. "Michael it's freeeeezing." "I don't have a jacket to give you princess." "But Michael I'm so cold." He looks me straight in the eyes and says, "I'll fix that for you." He picks me up on his back and starts running through the forest. I'm giggling like a fool and Michael is laughing along with me. I couldn't believe this two years of people calling me a slut and a whore and I forget it all when I am with him.

Once we get to the dorm he's out of breath and I press the button for the elevator. "I want to kiss you so bad Cameron." "Michael that's way too fast." "But we just slept together." "Don't say it like that," I say a little to harsh. He looks like I just punched him in the gut. "I'm sorry I just, I mean, I." When the elevator opens a ton of giggling girls come out and one winks at Michael. He's too hurt to notice. We both climb in the elevator. It's an awkward silence all the way up. When we get out Michael just whispers, "Goodbye." I wanted to chase after him and tell him all that's happened to me to make him understand. But I don't want him to think of me differently.

So I walk back to my room and watch my favorite movie on repeat till I fall asleep.

Dream pov

I walk to my locker and get out my bio binder. I can feel him watching me as I walk to class. When I'm right in front of the gym I can feel a hand around my mouth and someone picks me up. I start kicking while I'm being pulled into a locker room. I scream and kick but no one can hear my cries. He bangs my head against a locker so all my thoughts go hazy. I can feel him tying my hands to bench in the locker room. When I regain sight I can see who it is. My ex boyfriend, Louis. I can hear his laugh ringing through the room. I look down and realize I'm in only in my underclothes. I try to scream but my mouth is duck taped. He says, "This is what you get for telling people I made you send me nudes." He pulls down my underpants and I scream. I try to get the duck tape off but so many layers are wrapped around my head. He pulls down his pants and puts himself in me and I can see someone recording the whole thing. I start screaming. He's taking my virginity away. I pound on his back. But there's nothing I can do. The deeds been done. He unties my hands and feet and takes off my ducktape. I can see him run out of the room. I stay there shaking and crying.

I wake up and I can't breathe I'm crying so hard. All of the events of my high school nightmare just flashed in my dream. I did the only thing I could think of. I ran out of my room and into Michaels room and started pounding on his door. He opens it and I fall into his arms. He picks me up and ask no questions and leads me over to his bed and tucks me in beside him and holds me while I cry. He doesn't have to ask anything to know. He doesn't have to ask to see I'm in searing pain. The pain that takes over your whole body. At some point I fall asleep. I'm afraid to wake up. Afraid for Michael to know the truth.