"Holy shit dude", J-hope says in a surprised tone, he looked at jungkook wide eyed. "You've gotten yourself in some trouble". Yoongi finishes off, a little disappointed and not surprised. "Who told you that was a good idea? Are you trying to get shot up in the streets dumbass?" Jungkook rolled his eyes and lazily blew his cigarette out. "You two sound like you're ready to chicken out, sounds like that pussy shit. I haven't even done anything wrong, but steal his wallet, not like he had money anyways".
"Dude, you stole from a cop, a cop, what do we have to do to get that threw your head?" Yoongi groaned, frustrated with his stupidity. "Can't believe we put up with this almost every day", J-hope nods in agreement. Yet again, jungkook rolls his eyes and pouts. "Stop acting like it's a big deal, you've done worse, there's alot you two done. Could make a whole list about it too".
Yoongi sighs not trying to make this conversation worse, he gets up and throws his cigarette down after stepping on it. He looked up over to jungkook, having a question stuck in his head. The younger looked over and met his eyes, Yoongi looked away quickly and slid his hoodie on. "There's something I've been meaning to ask you", he started off putting his mask on now.
"You said earlier, the guy you saw looked familiar to you, if that's so does that mean he knows you?" Jungkook stopped for a moment, he looked up to Yoongi before looking away. He got up and put his mask and hoodie on to hide his identity. "Yeah, he's my father's, friend son. His name is Taehyung, I'm sure". J-hope shook his head, "Isn't he like a cop? Was that the one you stole from?" He shook his head, "Nah, it was his short ass partner". The two others nodded, saying their goodbyes, and stay out of troubles, before leaving the dark smokey alley.
Jungkook didn't want to go home, he knew his parents were gonna yell at him and he isn't looking forward to that. He sighed and rubbed his eyes in frustration, he sat from a tall edge of a building, still in the same area. He looke down just watching the people pass by slowly, his eyes feeling heavy.
"Hey!" His eyes shot open, he looked to where he heard that voice. "What're you doing up there?" The strange guy asked, flashing a light on the younger. But, he didn't answer he was stuck on the fact that who he saw wasn't his eyes playing a trick. He didn't know what to say, should he just run? "If you're not gonna answer at least get off from that edge, it's dangerous". Jungkook nodded "Yeah, I've been up here a couple of times, I'm fine officer".
Jungkook's voice rung in the officers ears, it sounded familiar but he didn't say instead, he yelled 'alright' and left. The young boy knew the way the cop looked at him, he recognizes him all his information and identity. That made his heart race, he could get exposed and put in jail like his mom tried to do. Speaking of his mom, he doesn't really have a great relationship with her as he did few years ago. It just broke apart, more arguments, hatred and just nothing full of love.
And, to think he doesn't miss her kisses, love, sweet nothings, and oh-so wonderful breakfast, he's practically dying at this point. Taehyung and Jungkook also had a close relationship a very sexual on to be exact. But it went away just like it was with his mother. Jungkook doesn't know what's gotten over him at this point, he doesn't feel like he's him anymore, he feels different as if he has entered a new body, or some type of fucked up world where there's no luck. He felt empty, but also tired of so much attention.
It's as if the he's putting this black mask on that hides how he really feels, who he really is. Like a part of him telling him he needs to be perfect, otherwise he's unhuman or so. Being controlled by the wrong piece of mind, telling you over and over again who you have to be instead who you want be. And if he somewhat makes a mistake, that counts as being stupid in the head, like everything he has to do needs to be A on point.
Many my think he's just like this for no reason there cannot possibly be no reason. There's always a reason to every action, word, or doing. Otherwise, it would just be stupid to do something.
The mask jungkook's really looking for is the white. But he can't find that in himself. He wants to be this good person, of course not like being a superhero, going around saving people's lives. It's going around spreading love, rightness into people's mind. Cause all we ever see in the world is hatred and violence. You'll see people getting shot by cops because of color, or someone not paying attention to the stop sign and a innocent human walks across the street, and guess what's gonna happen? Yeah, pretty harsh.
Jungkook just can't find himself, and that's what made him this way, a terrible mess who the world is scared of. Is that what he wanted? Absolutely no, because that's not how his mother had raised him.
After awhile, Jungkook finally got up and made his way down. He brushed himself off and silently walked home, music playing in his ears.
3:37am right now, am tired af. Hope you enjoyed this, this is just how jk feels inside the next chapter will be based on his life.
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