My Poems

War on the Heart

I wish I can get some relief.
I can't though.
He says one thing,
While I hear another.
There's no one I can turn to anymore.
That'll just listen.
But, no...
"You're stupid for staying"
"How can you have hope things will change?"
"You deserve more."
"Why are you doing this to yourself?"
"It'll get better"
"I know how you feel"
Just listen...
For once.
I'm begging.
I may sound like a broken record,
But I just want you to hear me.
Hear my actual cry for help.
I don't want to let go.
2 years...
2 years I'd be giving up on trying so hard...
Why can't you just see me?!
Why can't you see what I'm trying to do?
What I can do?
Why can't I compare to the others to you?!
I love you.
I cherish you.
I care about you.
After all that I did,
And this in return?
I wanted you to better yourself.
I wanted to help you to grow.
I never even asked for much compared to what I gave.
Please just see me.
Actually see me.
I lay bare to you.
What would the others do?
I was there when you needed someone.
I would've helped, even tried.
But you wouldn't let me...
Loyalty.
Respect.
Love.
Care.
And even extra.
That's what I gave you.
At least one was asked from you.
Just tell me what can be done..