may swan story

Chapter 4 The end of May chemo

time skip to the end of the two months of when may was in the hospital taking pill and chemo till now. today is when may finds out if the pills and chemo she has been taking have worked or not. may pov; the doctor came into my room that is in the hospital. he came in as I was combing my hair because I just got out the shower where I washed my hair. I was lucky that none of my hair fell out because of the pills and chemo I was taking to try to slow down cancer and give me more time to live my life. anyway back to what is going on now. I have been in the hospital taking pills and chemo and fighting for my life because I cancer and I was dying. the doctor has just come in to let us know if the chemo and pills they have been giving me have worked. because the pills and chemo is my last hope for me to live longer than 9 months. but as soon as the doctor came in. I could tell that the pills and chemo did not work. she looked at me and my family who is all there she said for us all take a seat while I tell you the news that you are all waiting for. so everyone sat down and wait for the doctor to tell them the results of my tests. she looked at and said I'm sorry to tell you this but I have bad news the pills and chemo did not work and there is nothing else we can do. cancer has not shrunk but it has grown I so sorry to tell you this may but if cancer keeps growing as fast at the rate it's going you will not make it past March. And May just to let you know you will be in a lot of pain the closer you come to when your time running out. I'm sorry there is nothing else we can do. My mom was sobbing on Phil's shoulder. As was both Bella and dad were sobbing in each other arms. but I did nothing because I have come to peace that my cancer will kill me. And it will be a painful death. In my last couple of months that I am alive, I will be in a lot of pain. it will be a painful death. I also will have to watch my family as they watch me waste away in pain as the cancer attack my body. but I have come to peace with it. and I will comfort my family as much as I can while I waste away in pain. I will let them know that when I am on my death bed. that I will be ok and as I die I will say to them it ok because even when I am gone I am never that far away from you and I will always be in your hearts and I will always be watching over you so when they are sad that I am gone all they have to to do is look up at the sky and think happy memory of me. and know that I will always be watching over them. because they are my family and I love them. after an hour that the doctor told my family that the chemo and pills did not work. and there is nothing else they can do. my father and Bella and I are on our way home. so I can live out my day at home in comfort. till it gets close to when my time runs out. I will be on bed rest then. I found out that Bella has been doing dangerous stuff and she knows about the pack. I also found out that the pack is protecting Bella from victoria. when we got home I walk inside and went to my room to take a nap because I am still drained from the pills and chemo that is still in my body.