She's Gone

Chapter 1: The Begnning

  This story is about me and how I died. It's very sad, By the way my name is Molly and this is how I died.

It was 2010, I was born june 26, 2000. I was 9 going on 10. Me and my mom was very close.My dad wasent there very often and thats because daddy moved away, like far away from mommy and never come to see us unless hes picking me up to stay at his place. There were times were mommy and daddy fight over me, I didn't understand why, I mean I belong to both of them so they shoulden't fight over me. When ever I ask mommy why dose she fight over me she always say " Your to young to know, maybe when you get older you will understand." I hate it when she tells me that I mean arent I old enough to understand by now? In my eyes I think I am but in her eyes i'm not.

After daddy left at the age of 5, mommy meet a lot of men and brought them home and if they were speacaul men to her she will tell me to go out side and stay out there intill she was done doing her job. She acts like I don't know what she's doing, but I do. But she dose it to earn money so she can feed me and her every night. I really don't like what she dose but I can't tell her what she can and can't do and that's because she don't listen to me. After mommy is done with her job she will tell me to come inside and get dress so we can go food shopping.

A year later my mom meet a man and got married to him. I was 6 years old. I nevered like the man and never will, but like I said I can't tell my mom what she can and can not do. After her wedding she had a son name Jason. She would always baby him and forget that i'm even alive.

After my mom got a job her husband got borad being alone at home without his wife, so when ever I get home he tryed to have sex with me but I would refuse to cause I knew it was wrong but he would beat me intill I say yes or intill i'm asleep. When I would wake up, I would wake up wih black and bluse. My mom would ask where did I get those, but if I say I knew that it was my step dad, she wouldn't beleve me so i say that I feel from a tree or something.

All these things happend to me for a long time and theres nothing I can do but sit and ignore it all.You must think my life is mest up already but that's just the start of my life. There are so many things that goes on in my life that I can't excplain. You will find out the rest later on. Cause I Molly will tell you how I died.